January testers?

[MrsRose168]

Hi girls, my tests this morning were negative so it must be a CP. I got my results back and my Progesterone was 27 but my HCG was only 6. She wants me to come back tomorrow to check HCG again, but I responded via the portal and told her that my tests were now negative. I asked if I should go ahead and stop the Progesterone and also if I could test today to try to get the results before the weekend. I'm hoping the bleeding starts while I'm home so I don't have to deal with it full force at work. I'm so sad, angry, frustrated--why does this have to be so f-ing hard?

 

[mrscletus]

MrsRose- I am so sorry that this is happening to you. I don't know why it is so hard and how our bodies can be so cruel. I try to live by the fact that everything happens for a reason. Sometimes its just really hard to see the reason.

Don't give up tho. It will happen.

 

[MrsRose168]

MrsRose- I am so sorry that this is happening to you. I don't know why it is so hard and how our bodies can be so cruel. I try to live by the fact that everything happens for a reason. Sometimes its just really hard to see the reason.

Don't give up tho. It will happen.

Thank you, and you're right. It's just really hard right now.

 

[Angel5000]

MrsRose - I'm so so sorry.

 

[AshNAmber]

I'm so sorry Mrs Rose

 

[Frizzabelle]

Sorry to hear that mrsrose! I really hope u get the appropriate tests and treatment to help you keep the next little bean where it should be. It WILL happen. Lots of love sent your way xx

 

[rose.]

I'm so sorry life is so bloody hard sometimes.

 

[MrsRose168]

Thanks so much to everyone for their kind words. It means a lot to have such a great support system here

 

[mrscletus]

Thanks so much to everyone for their kind words. It means a lot to have such a great support system here

still coming your way

 

[AshNAmber]

I give up I almost want to just stop temping all together.. I'm tired of being upset in the morning

 

[MrsRose168]

I give up I almost want to just stop temping all together.. I'm tired of being upset in the morning

Ugh, I'm sorry Ash.

 

[AshNAmber]

Thanks Mrs Rose How are you?

 

[Angel5000]

I'm so sorry ash.

 

[mrscletus]

So sorry Ash.. Could it bad poor sleep pattern? Or something to that effect?

 

[AshNAmber]

I honestly have no idea.. I have slept pretty bad the last few nights but I temp because I sleep with my mouth open so I can't temp orally. I just really hope that my temp jumps up in the morning because I went back and looked at my past charts and I usually have 2 days of temps that are either the same or pretty close and then a nose dive so guess ill see what tomorrow brings..

 

[Angel5000]

Even if you aren't temping orally, poor sleep will affect your temp. That's definitely a possibility. Guess all we can do is wait to see what tomorrow brings.

 

[mrscletus]

Head up Ash- like Angel said we just wait til tomorrow. A few lousy temps can really mess with your head tho- I have been there. I took an entire cycle off from temping and this cycle I have had great success, just a thought. I completely just let all the stress associated with TTC out the door and started fresh. SO even tho this is my 9th cycle, I feel like I is cycle 1 all over.

 

[AshNAmber]

now im spotting @ freaking 11DPO.. AF due on the 23rd I wouldn't normally start spotting until the 21st or 22nd!!

 

[MrsRose168]

now im spotting @ freaking 11DPO.. AF due on the 23rd I wouldn't normally start spotting until the 21st or 22nd!!

Maybe it's IB!

 

[MrsRose168]

Thanks Mrs Rose How are you?

I'm better today, thanks for asking Just wish the bleeding would start already.