Jessie's Journey

[jessieles]

As usual the 2ww is making me a lunatic, im googling again, loving reading insemination success stories. i just hope weve done it all correctly!

 

[fairyy]

I totally relate to the stress of BD around ovulation. Glad you were more relaxed this time around and you both liked the insemination. I hope that we will get to see your BFP in few days

Here I am still waiting for fertile time.

 

[jessieles]

time for you bd fun to begin what cd are you? xx

 

[fairyy]

Cd12 today and ewcm appeared this morning. Seems I am going to ovulate around cd15/16. I am so happy. My cycle is almost back to normal

We had a failed attempt to BD last night. More about that flop show on my journal. Lol

I am eagerly waiting for your to POAS This cycle should result in a BFP for you.

 

[jessieles]

woohoo, at least u know where you are!

Ill have a look at your journal now.

I am really trying not to symptom spot, dh is adamant this is our month but after this long you learn not to get your hopes up!

Its that time of month again, progesterone levels today so i should have the results this afternoon, hopefully its a strong egg and the swimmer is there!! im a bit of a control freak needing to know the numbers haha

 

[TinyLynne]

So you must be close to testing!!!!

 

[jessieles]

So this time im unable to get any numbers as the new dr is only able to tell me if ive ovulated or not which apparently i have according to my bloods. i am a bit of a control freak liking to know my exact levels tho

im still only cd20 so a week away from testing yet xx

 

[TinyLynne]

If they have the numbers, why wouldn't they give them to you? That's silly!

Hope your day is going well!

 

[PrincessTaz]

They must have the numbers if they know you ovulated! Can't see why they wouldn't just tell you about it, it is silly. Wishing you all the luck in the world for testing!

 

[Teeny Weeny]

Good luck for next weeks testing honey. Xx

 

[jessieles]

I know, hopefully Ill get them today. Im now cd23 so ill be testing in 5 days, i dont have any symptoms atall tho and dont feel pregnant in my gut. i just hope with all my heart i get a bfp, the pressure next month with it being my last cycle on clomid will be horrible otherwise! god i wish you had control over this!

How are the rest of you doing? xx

 

[Teeny Weeny]

Good morning Jessie. Finally got my crosshairs which shows ovulation on CD15. Last month was CD27 so I am a happy bunny!
Not testing this month unless AF doesn't show as I am tired of wasting tests.
Next month is also my last month so the pressure is on too. I don't feel hopeful but at least we have it a good shot.
I hope the next 5 days pass quickly. Xx

 

[jessieles]

at least your cycles are looking better, no i always think that, god knows how much ive wasted on tests.

ok so i jus had my test results..... cycle 1 on clomid was 35, cycle 2 50, cycle 3 45, cycle 4 i think was 40odd, ive just had my progesterone for cycle 5................128!! what does that mean? why would it have gone so high??

 

[Teeny Weeny]

Because you're pregnant!
Seriously, high progesterone can indicate a BFP. Xxx

 

[jessieles]

aaaaarrrgh. do not get your hopes up jessica!

 

[Teeny Weeny]

It also means that you more than likely released more than one egg!
I can't wait for your testing day. Xx

 

[jessieles]

i may have to get some cheapies and jus feed my poas addiction and then use an frer on the weekend if i have any doubts!

 

[TinyLynne]

It could mean either of those things for sure! I have good hopes for this cycle for you!

As for me, first cycle in femara, not sure I will ovulate. CD19 and still getting lows and no cm or O pains.

But those are some seriously good numbers girl!!

 

[fairyy]

Jessie numbers look great
Oh you think you have released more than one egg ?! How exciting !!

I am so excited for you Jessie

 

[jessieles]

hmmm im not getting too excited yet, we all know how this rollercoaster suddenly drops when you think ur on the up!

tiny- you must be so frustrated!! I hope you o soon

pal- apparently anything over 120 means multiple eggs! bit weird when that hasn't happened b4, I jus hope 1 was fertilised. xx