twiggy327
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I have 2 children (DD, 6 and DS, 20 months). My first 2 children were planned. I had my financials in order, work was aware of my situation, and I was mentally prepared for pregnancy. I get extreme morning sickness all day for about the first 6 months. My pd was late by 3 weeks. I have never had regular cycles so I didnt think anything of it. A girlfriend at work was talking about all these people she knows that are pregnant and i just thought to myself i would take a test just to be sure....when I saw that second line pop up immediately I had to lay down on the bathroom floor bc I was going to faint! I am going for my first OBGYN appt tomorrow. According to my Ptracker I should be about 8+ weeks. I feel terrible bc I just can't get excited about it. I have a small car just big enough for DH and the 2 kids. I just got promoted at work and being out for 6+ weeks I feel is going to put my job title in jeopardy. My boss is not going to be happy. On a more selfish note, I have been doing crossfit since I gave birth to my son in 2013 and I have the BEST body ive had in my life! I have been training to compete in Tough Mudder and I really thought I had a shot at placing top 10. I have been working my butt off 6 days a week for over a year for this opportunity and now I have to start over in another year and wont be able to compete for at least 2. I just need some encouraging words right now as this new baby deserves excitement and rejoicing. Please dont judge...