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Hey everyone
Bit of a pointless thread, I just want to write this down I think coz I know it's all normal and will get better soon but I just want to feel as happy as everyone else about our new family. I love my son and my daughter so much but right now I am in so much pain and feeling upset about my sons birth that I am finding it hard to be as happy as I should be.
My stitches make me cry through pain on a daily basis, my boobs are rock hard and painful, I feel guilty over my decision to FF, my back hurts from sitting in weird positions due to stitches, I'm scared to poop, it's hard to sit myself down without wincing in pain and I just generally feel crappy! But most of all I just want to be able to look after my children properly and I can't.
I know part of this is sleep deprivation and baby blues but I just can't wait til I can get up and pick my son up without assistance, and maybe go out for a walk in this beautiful weather with my babies! I feel like I can't say any of this to anyone coz they all expect me to be so happy.
Bit of a pointless thread, I just want to write this down I think coz I know it's all normal and will get better soon but I just want to feel as happy as everyone else about our new family. I love my son and my daughter so much but right now I am in so much pain and feeling upset about my sons birth that I am finding it hard to be as happy as I should be.
My stitches make me cry through pain on a daily basis, my boobs are rock hard and painful, I feel guilty over my decision to FF, my back hurts from sitting in weird positions due to stitches, I'm scared to poop, it's hard to sit myself down without wincing in pain and I just generally feel crappy! But most of all I just want to be able to look after my children properly and I can't.
I know part of this is sleep deprivation and baby blues but I just can't wait til I can get up and pick my son up without assistance, and maybe go out for a walk in this beautiful weather with my babies! I feel like I can't say any of this to anyone coz they all expect me to be so happy.