"knocking on buddies door"

[bklove]

Bea- I'm sorry to hear you are going through so much. I really like lyns idea, you've got to take some time for you. counseling and just a few hours away scheduled every week will go a long way. I think it may be more heartbreaking to separate from honor. And you need to be around more supportive people to. Your mother in law sounds like she has her own issues with the ex- apparently she hasn't moved on and really she can kick rocks. You should put up a picture of you guys the next time you go over without her noticing....sending you lots of I know i'm not around that much but you sure are in my thoughts and prayers. You've fought so hard so far, and I know you've got more strength in you.

omg bea, i would be livid as well, how dare she..regardless if its old or not. she should have taken that down years ago when u go with phil!!! if i went round my mil house and there was a photo or pete and an ex i would kick off. soo disrespectful. she knew u was coming over so she knew full weell you would see it. thats so out of order!! phil should grow some balls and tell hims mum to sort it out.

so sorry u didnt have that great of a wedding day, sounds like you kinda did but people were just being dicks throughout the day, sorry hun.

as for putting honor incare.....how would u feel if she wasnt here? im sure u would miss her a great deal hun? you look so in love with her in the photos...she is just gorgeous and look so much like you. she would miss u sooo much, she looks so happy with you.

what sort of things are you finding hard babe?

do you go counciling?

i think you need to have a big talk with phil as it seems everything is on top of you and you really neeed some kind of help. maybe see if phil can have honor couple days a week and you go work or college or something to have some "me time" it seems to me you feel lost and stuck and dont no what to do!! maybe doing half and half with phil it will work out a little better maybe? then when u come home from work you will realise just how much you love having honor in your life? when we are with them 24/7 7 days a week it can get to much ...but you need to find ways to take your self away from it. like me it aint much but i go cineworld on my own maybe once a week. its 3 hours away from everything and when i come back i feel alittle better. it normal to feel some kind of trapment hun. but i do think you need to talk to phil about this. as for the mil stay away from her for a bit other wize that bitter taste in your mouth will just be come worse towards her.

xx

 

[bklove]

I've been a stranger to sj, but the bump is coming along well. I have a fetal echo in about 3 weeks, so far baby's heart looks good, and I hope this time around it just is. How is everything with you?

 

[cla]

I thought I would pop over and wish you all a fantastic Christmas xxx

 

[babydeabreu]

hey hoo hey hooo...hellooooo all you lovely ladies!!

merry christmas to you all. its been what 2/3 years and we are all still here doing our thang but all still here

bea - you are doing super, times can be hard but your doing alot better than you think you are...honor looks so grown up and so happy....you are her everything NEVER FORGET THAT. she is doing so well and that all down to you. she needs you and i know u need want and love her. with phils help and some me time you will be right back on that horse. even a little hobbie might help wonders

Amanda - hello lovely, so glad to see you

hows littleman doing? is he a naughty little monster like my andre is? haha tell you what he is such a terror..love him to bits though hows he's heart doing? do you have any more follow ups?

glad that you little beany is doing well. so how far are you now? hope you all have a fab xmas xx

claire - wohoooooooo you know what that was for lol love the scan cant wait for the next

sarah..mrs sarah jane..how are you doing over there sweet? feel like ages since we spoke...hows my little man doing? hes getting so big and sooooo gorgeous. hes looking so much like you these days. right little dude

hope you and gav and little charlie all have a fantastic chrimbo.


right ladies im off over to the inlaws...will be trying to pop on on me phone but want really be on here till after xmas.

have a lovely one and if we dont speak....have a FAB NEW YEAR xx

 

[Magik204]

Merry Christmas guys love you all so much will pop by in next day or two with detailed message off to I laws tomorrow oh this is going to b fun x c

 

[bklove]

Happy New Year's Ladies! Any resolutions? I think I just want to live a more exciting and healthy life...as I type that baby is kicking the mess out me, probably saying thats all the excitement I need.

 

[Magik204]

Hi hun how are you feeling should think bump is coming along nicely, were all good down here honors getting so big and cheeky and has started walking a bit on her own, no resolutions apart from the normal loose weight one xxx

I hope everyone had a nice christmas and didnt eat to much what did everyone get honor got spoilt and phil got me a present to big to be wrapped and go under the tree lol can u guess which pic lol xxxx

 

[Magik204]

cont.....

 

[cla]

Bea I take it he got you a car lol

 

[Magik204]

yer hun he got me a bmw bless him xx

 

[cla]

And what did you do to deserve that

 

[Magik204]

i must of been a good girl lol

 

[cla]

I should try that

 

[bklove]

girls how are you?! I feel like a stranger, but thats cause I am! Hope you guys are all well. I'm good, just tired. 2nd baby isn't even here yet and between malcolm and pregnancy fatigue its really tough sometimes. Ahhhhh!

 

[cla]

Do you know what you are having ????

 

[babydeabreu]

girls how are you?! I feel like a stranger, but thats cause I am! Hope you guys are all well. I'm good, just tired. 2nd baby isn't even here yet and between malcolm and pregnancy fatigue its really tough sometimes. Ahhhhh!

Hey how u doing? how long you got left? hope everyone is doing ok xx

 

[bklove]

Hey guys about 4 1/2 weeks to go. Still can't believe I'm going to have 2 kids!

 

[cla]

I was wondering how all of my wonderful ladies are getting on xxxxx

 

[bklove]

how are you doing?! Besides the woes of pregnancy i'm doing pretty good.Think i'm starting to get into the nesting phase. Just ordered some things for me and baby today and I know after this week will get the room together, bassinet up, etc. ahhhhh, almost there!

 

[cla]

do you know what you are having xxx