"knocking on buddies door"

bea lovey, are you getting some help? Lynz he is getting big, time goes too quickly! And i just love andreas. How's ttc? Amanda my love, how is bump? And your handsome little man? It's been far too long ladies, i'm so sorry xx
 
hi claire! I'm really good thanks. Just started a new job last monday and i LOVE it! It's still same company and still full time, but the job is fantastic and the people are so lovely. How are you hun? How's rian? And keith? Xx

Sarah Im so glad you are happy and well done on the new job.
We are all good we have had a few more losses so they have sent me to Birmingham women's hospital to see if they can find anything wrong with me.
 
i noticed that on your sig hun, i'm so sorry, not had chance to read back through your journal. When is your appointment? Xx
 
I went about 3 weeks ago so I've just got to wait for my appointment no to see what's next x
 
Oh cla I'm glad there looking into everything for u and hopefully give u some answers soon

Lynz are look at Andreas curls getting such a big boy

Amanda whens your scan

Sammy how u doing Hun goes bump cooking

Sj look at Charlie he's getting so big

Still waiting in pics to come back but there are a few other people did but can't upload frOm my phone as no idea how so will do them Sunday 4 u x x x
 
here are a few of the pictures you have been waiting for
 

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hope you like them all xx
 

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lovely photos bea :)

you look so happy together and honor is just gorgeous in her little dresss xx
 
Bea they are lovely you both look so happy xxxx
 
Thanks guys was lovely day but was spoiled in the evening but never mind xxxx howz all you
 
i love them! Spoiled in the evening how hun? How are you feeling? Xx
 
Just people deciding to kick of at me for things I had nothing to do with and people acting like it was there day had me in tears and spoilt it

I'm ok still really struggling to the extent I'm thinking of putting honor into foster care I haven't said anything to phil yet as need to sort my head out first, I hardly go out no due to the anxiety so just stay at home

And to top it off the horrid MIL is doing my head in, we went over the other weekend and I dunno if u guys are like me u have scanned every picture in the house and know exactly what's where. Well the other weekend we went round and there's a wedding picture on the shelf never been there b4 so I assumed it was ours and had a closer look but NOOOOO it's a picture of phil and his ex wife I'm livid but phil reckons its always been there and I know 4 a fact it hasn't, and to piss me off more she choose £80 worth of our studio pictures which we paid for and not 1 of them are anywhere to be seen I dunno what to say or do for best as she paid for our wedding reception but every time we go over she brings up the ex wife and his other child that we have nothing to do with because if the ex ARRRRRERRGGGGGHHHHHH. And breath lol


Sorry rant over

So how are we all and bubbas
 
omg bea, i would be livid as well, how dare she..regardless if its old or not. she should have taken that down years ago when u go with phil!!! if i went round my mil house and there was a photo or pete and an ex i would kick off. soo disrespectful. she knew u was coming over so she knew full weell you would see it. thats so out of order!! phil should grow some balls and tell hims mum to sort it out.

so sorry u didnt have that great of a wedding day, sounds like you kinda did but people were just being dicks throughout the day, sorry hun.

as for putting honor incare.....how would u feel if she wasnt here? im sure u would miss her a great deal hun? you look so in love with her in the photos...she is just gorgeous and look so much like you. she would miss u sooo much, she looks so happy with you.

what sort of things are you finding hard babe?

do you go counciling?

i think you need to have a big talk with phil as it seems everything is on top of you and you really neeed some kind of help. maybe see if phil can have honor couple days a week and you go work or college or something to have some "me time" it seems to me you feel lost and stuck and dont no what to do!! maybe doing half and half with phil it will work out a little better maybe? then when u come home from work you will realise just how much you love having honor in your life? when we are with them 24/7 7 days a week it can get to much ...but you need to find ways to take your self away from it. like me it aint much but i go cineworld on my own maybe once a week. its 3 hours away from everything and when i come back i feel alittle better. it normal to feel some kind of trapment hun. but i do think you need to talk to phil about this. as for the mil stay away from her for a bit other wize that bitter taste in your mouth will just be come worse towards her.

xx
 
Oh Bea I 100% agree with Lynsey as I always do ;)
Hun you know we are always here if you want to let of some steam .
 
bea that's so sad. I wish we lived closer, i'd be round at yours all the time! Please don't feel you're going through this on your own. Pm me on fb if you ever need to talk xx
 
Is that a ticket I spy there cla, little bean please please please be a sticky bean x x. X.
 
Yayyyyy stick stick stick stick stick beany x x x x. X. X x x x x x x x
 

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