Hi ladies,
Just wondering if you can help me as i think i am going mad. Optimistic but so scared of falling ( AF coming ). I want some advise for me to stop thinking about it.
I really did not think this was our month and accepted this as i usually ov on day 12 and partner was away on day 12. But now i feel things that i was not trying to spot and the more i read, the more crazy i go.
But her is my list and see what you think.
CD10 - EWCM, Negative opk. Had
CD11 - EWCM, Positive OPK. Had
CD12 - less EWCM, (partner went away) - 1 dpo.
CD13 - 2DPO - Dry, nothing really happened.
CD14 - 3DPO - Small amounts of white sticky mucas, Lower ab cramps and lower back pains. Thought
was coming.
CD15 - 4DPO - Lower ab pains severe and lower back pains severe. Watery CM and felt like i had wet my pants and i kept checking to see IF
was here. Then i had fluttering in my lower tummy, pulling in my lower tummy. Hot fluses and dizzy. Off food too.
CD16 - 5DPO - Slight lower ab and lower back pain. More fluttering and bubbling in my uterus region. Watery cm clear like water. Off food, idigestion when i finally ate. Could not be bothered to do anything. Iddle-itis.
CD17 - 6DPO - Sleepless night. Lost sleep thinking about it and feeling the flutters and pulling throughout. Very moody. Everything made me want to snap. My daughter had a messy room and i snapped. Not like me at all as she is a very good girl. Very tired last night but maybe because previous night was restless. Partner noticed my vagina was bluish colour not pinkish :s
white thick, lots of it CM
CD18 - 7DPO - Still have white CM. Fluttering still and twinges below. Shooting stabbing pains to the right of my groin. Not bad though. Sometimes takes my breath.
I do not have any symptoms yet in my breasts and i have noticed that my scar from my last child birth (vagina) is twinging. Little pains in the scar.
What do you think so far ladies?? Am i going mad? and will you catch me when i fall? If the
shows.
I would love your views to read and keep my mind of reading anything else.
You see i am asking for help because i can not test yet as its too early but i have not felt these symptoms in my other 2 month cycles. Did not feel them when i was pregnant with ectopic in april either but
and
during this time stopped me thinking of anything.
Thanks for taking time to read this
xxx