Chiles
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, I am full of mixed feelings. Idk what to expect. 
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Hey ladies, hope you don't mind if I join. I am currently still taking my provera about (5) left then I will be waiting onso I can start my femara!
welcome!
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That's great ann! Hopefully, next time there won't be an
but a 
. Yay to a new cycle for you hun.
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i thought at least one of us would get our
I thought the same thing ourfate!!!
that must mean we're ALL gonna get 'em this go 'round. 
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i found this on the web, and thought of all of us,
There are women that become mothers without effort, without thought, without patience or loss and though they are good mothers and love their children, I know that I will be better. I will be better not because of genetics, or money or that I have read more books but because I have struggled and toiled for this child. I have longed and waited. I have cried and prayed. I have endured and planned over and over again. Like most things in life, the people who truly have appreciation are those who have struggled to attain their dreams. I will notice everything about my child. I will take time to watch my child sleep, explore and discover. I will marvel at this miracle every day for the rest of my life. I will be happy when I wake in the middle of the night to the sound of my child, knowing that I can comfort, hold and feed him and that I am not waking to take another temperature, pop another pill, take another shot or cry tears of a broken dream. My dream will be crying for me. I count myself lucky in this sense; that God has given me this insight, this special vision with which I will look upon my child that my friends will not see. Whether I parent a child I actually give birth to or a child that God leads me to, I will not be careless with my love. I will be a better mother for all that I have endured. I am a better wife, a better aunt, a better daughter, neighbor, friend and sister because I have known pain. I know disillusionment as I have been betrayed by my own body. I have been tried by fire and hell many never face, yet given time, I stood tall. I have prevailed. I have succeeded. I have won. So now, when others hurt around me, I do not run from their pain in order to save myself discomfort. I see it, mourn it, and join them in theirs. I listen. And even though I cannot make it better, I can make it less lonely. I have learned the immense power of another hand holding tight to mine, of other eyes that moisten as they learn to accept the harsh truth and when life is beyond hard. I have learned a compassion that only comes with walking in those shoes. I have learned to appreciate life. Yes I will be a wonderful mother.
There are women that become mothers without effort, without thought, without patience or loss and though they are good mothers and love their children, I know that I will be better. I will be better not because of genetics, or money or that I have read more books but because I have struggled and toiled for this child. I have longed and waited. I have cried and prayed. I have endured and planned over and over again. Like most things in life, the people who truly have appreciation are those who have struggled to attain their dreams. I will notice everything about my child. I will take time to watch my child sleep, explore and discover. I will marvel at this miracle every day for the rest of my life. I will be happy when I wake in the middle of the night to the sound of my child, knowing that I can comfort, hold and feed him and that I am not waking to take another temperature, pop another pill, take another shot or cry tears of a broken dream. My dream will be crying for me. I count myself lucky in this sense; that God has given me this insight, this special vision with which I will look upon my child that my friends will not see. Whether I parent a child I actually give birth to or a child that God leads me to, I will not be careless with my love. I will be a better mother for all that I have endured. I am a better wife, a better aunt, a better daughter, neighbor, friend and sister because I have known pain. I know disillusionment as I have been betrayed by my own body. I have been tried by fire and hell many never face, yet given time, I stood tall. I have prevailed. I have succeeded. I have won. So now, when others hurt around me, I do not run from their pain in order to save myself discomfort. I see it, mourn it, and join them in theirs. I listen. And even though I cannot make it better, I can make it less lonely. I have learned the immense power of another hand holding tight to mine, of other eyes that moisten as they learn to accept the harsh truth and when life is beyond hard. I have learned a compassion that only comes with walking in those shoes. I have learned to appreciate life. Yes I will be a wonderful mother.
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Omg I love this!!! Thanks ourfate. 
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Wow! I never get EWCM, so I never really have known what to look for. But I've been drinking grapefruit juice since yesterday, and just now when I went to the bathroom I had a lot of EWCM. I could actually stretch it about an inch and it was all clear and stuff. OMG so excited!!!! 
Although, my OPKS are not + just yet, I know it's coming and this time, it's for real.
Although, my OPKS are not + just yet, I know it's coming and this time, it's for real.
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thats great news!!!!! yay! 
only we would get excited about EWCM! if anyone else knew that we were excited, or even touching it to see how stretchy it was, lmao i would love to see there face! haha
, i have only had it once, and didnt know at the time what it was, and i guess nwo the clomid is drying me up enough that i still dont see it. oh well at least i Ov! which CD are you on????
only we would get excited about EWCM! if anyone else knew that we were excited, or even touching it to see how stretchy it was, lmao i would love to see there face! haha, i have only had it once, and didnt know at the time what it was, and i guess nwo the clomid is drying me up enough that i still dont see it. oh well at least i Ov! which CD are you on????
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you're right. My co-workers have no idea why I'm super excited and I dare not mention it 
. I'm on CD12 today and I took soy this cycle. I was worried about not seeing EWCM last cycle and heard about grapefruit juice. to increase EWCM. Luckily, I like grapefruit so it hasn't been bad. When I saw that I'm like, I need to leave work I'm on a mission. 
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I second that!!!
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what happened to everyonei miss all of you guys! come back to us!!!!!
Ourfate, I said the same thing when you were on vacay. So glad you're back.
I kept thinking my email was omitting updates from the thread, so I'm come and look and just a tumbleweed go across my screen . Seriously, I miss all of you guys too. Calling out to Lulu, Crystalnjimmy and Jess!!! We haven't heard from you gals in awhile.
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Way to go sockritease! Please bring on the
Thanks hun...I'm trying to snatch that BFP and wheel it in for us all.
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