Whew Hopefull, it so good to hear good news. I try not to gravitate toward the bad new posts on this community, but I get suckered in.... "What if it turned out ok? What if there's something I should know? Maybe she needs comfort..." and yes, we are here to comfort each other too, but right now the ONLY way I'm going to stay sane is if I stay away from bad news right now.
I feel like I'm panicky about everything lately. I was watching a t.v. show in which a mother told of a time long ago when her daughter died in a fire... and for the rest of the show I was plagued by thoughts of my precious children being stuck in a fire, trapped...
What the heck is wrong with me?????? ::crazy::
On the flip side, I do feel positive. Although I'm sick... all the time... every second... I count it as good. At least, not bad, right? That's how a preggo woman is supposed to feel.
And.. just for fun, I entertain thoughts of twins. I know, the likelihood of me having twins is slim, but it helps give me something to Google that's fun, not dooming. I told my husband, "this is my time! It's our reward for putting up with losses over the past year.... we'll get a two-for-one!" Hee hee.... he of course rolls his eyes at me and tells me he'd jump off a cliff, but I would love to have two children at once, despite the extra worry that a twin pregnancy brings, our first two children are only 15 months apart and are so close... it would be fabulous to:
1.) Have another two that are that close
2.) Not have to deal with pregnancy worry or stress ever again, because at 4 children, we'd definitely be done.
Ha... *sigh* ..... fat chance, but it gives me something to fantasize about.