MrsAttard
Well-Known Member
- Joined
- Aug 28, 2011
- Messages
- 312
- Reaction score
- 0
Ugh! It's been one of 'those days'! You know, when you say, 'I've done everything possible this month, maybe this will be it!' and allow yourself to think about what it would be like; to tell DH 'IT'S POSITIVE!!!'; to what the pregnancy might be like, even what it would feel like to wake up to crying during the night. I hate teasing myself this way. I mean....statistically we've got a 15% chance, and that's better than 0%, but not much.
His Dr has sent the prescription to the FS for DH to have a SA done, but I've been putting it off. The truth is...I'm scared. I mean, it feels like a lose-lose situation. On the one side, they may say he has only a slightly lowered count, which means we would have to figure out what else could be wrong. And on the other side, what if they tell us that his numbers are so low that an IUI isn't possible?! Of course the other option is that the numbers will be low, but good enough for an IUI, which would be great, but I'm running low on optimism to even consider it.
To top the day off, I've found out two more FB friends are preg. I'm tired of being patient and supportive and happy for them when all I want to do is scream and tell them I'm jealous that they have what I can't.
I hope things are going a bit better for you guys today. I may need so more support over the next coming days so I'll try to be around more. Thanks for listening.
His Dr has sent the prescription to the FS for DH to have a SA done, but I've been putting it off. The truth is...I'm scared. I mean, it feels like a lose-lose situation. On the one side, they may say he has only a slightly lowered count, which means we would have to figure out what else could be wrong. And on the other side, what if they tell us that his numbers are so low that an IUI isn't possible?! Of course the other option is that the numbers will be low, but good enough for an IUI, which would be great, but I'm running low on optimism to even consider it.
To top the day off, I've found out two more FB friends are preg. I'm tired of being patient and supportive and happy for them when all I want to do is scream and tell them I'm jealous that they have what I can't.
I hope things are going a bit better for you guys today. I may need so more support over the next coming days so I'll try to be around more. Thanks for listening.