ok I know I am ranting again....sorry ladies!
This evening is like the worst- I am hot, tired, and I can't find a damn thing to wear that doesn't pop over my belly or make me look awful and frumpy! I feel like a dumpy old cow. I talked to dh about it and he made me feel worse by telling me I had a "farmers tan" that was really highlighted when I wore my tank top! Like I freaking had to have that pointed out?
Hey, I never thought I looked like Pamela F**'ing Anderson when I'm almost 7 months pregnant, but that doesn't give anybody the right to try and make me feel worse than I am. I have no money to blow on cute little maternity tops and sexy be-jeweled damn maternity designer jeans and cute sparkling highheels. I am stuck with my same old "fat girl" pants I had when I was pregnant with Teagen 8 years ago and I am doing my best to make them all work. If I weara nice looking top he points out my tummy is showing and I should change. So I change. Then he points out my "chest looks red" or some other f'ing thing. So what?! Should I get a darn tent to hide in? It's hot outside, and probably mostly my hormones talking.
I think he could be a bit more supportive and if all he has to offer me is crummy damned advice I think he should keep his mouth shut or invent some happy little fibb to make me feel better
Like, when I ask if my clothes look okay he should try to ntice something nice (like my belly not showing!) or something instead of feeling it necesary to point out something I hate and can't change. That's what my mom did for years and years and I dislike it very much
Sigh. There. I have ranted and I feel a bit better. Now I am going to go take a nice long shower. He can handle the girls and their milk spills while I am otherwise occupied.