Losing my mind

[Coolstar]

Thanks love.

 

[sadangel777]

No fasting for me either. lots of luck, cool!! Let us know the results!!

Love, it sucks that u can only go to one lab; hopefully this time is just a fluke and they will get it together! When is your appt?

 

[s_love]

It's Thursday of next week. Well AF showed up today.. So I guess that confirms the bfn. Guess I'm going to start my second round of clomid soon. Hopefully this next cycle, but to be honestly, I don't feel like its gonna work. Oh well fingers crossed.

 

[aknqtpie]

I hope that your next round goes better!

 

[sadangel777]

Aww sorry to hear that love ... *hugs*

Im cd4 so u r right behind me! Dont be discouraged, clomid has huge success rates! We are only going into round 2; i know its going to happen for us!

 

[s_love]

Thanks ladies! I know I shouldn't get discouraged but I just so badly wanted to be one of those ladies that's a first round clomid success! Hubby is taking me out for a romantic dinner tonight- gonna have some wine or a margarita and relax and get ready to start our SMEP agiain!

In a weird turn of events my dr called me while I was at the beach... I was shocked lol! Well she told me I did ovulate and that my numbers where fine. She told me I didn't need to come in, just to go ahead and start my clomid again and to check in with her. She had my hubby's SA results too! She said the amount was good but Only about 44% are moving... She said he needs to keep up with his vitamins, cut down on caffeine and smoking and to keep the "boys" cooler lol

 

[sadangel777]

Slove, i know how u feel about wanting to be a first round success -- so did i. but its great that u r ovulating already!!! U r almost there! Before we took clomid we had zero chance but now we r otw to our bfp!!

Your dh has good sperm count, even if they arent fast swimmers!

I hope u have a,nice dinner and relax! I know its going to happen for us.

 

[Chris_25]

Sorry love anout AF but glad the doctor got back to you! Relax and enjoy your dinner n drinks! I'm waiting for af any day now fingers xx

 

[aknqtpie]

Thanks ladies! I know I shouldn't get discouraged but I just so badly wanted to be one of those ladies that's a first round clomid success! Hubby is taking me out for a romantic dinner tonight- gonna have some wine or a margarita and relax and get ready to start our SMEP agiain!

In a weird turn of events my dr called me while I was at the beach... I was shocked lol! Well she told me I did ovulate and that my numbers where fine. She told me I didn't need to come in, just to go ahead and start my clomid again and to check in with her. She had my hubby's SA results too! She said the amount was good but Only about 44% are moving... She said he needs to keep up with his vitamins, cut down on caffeine and smoking and to keep the "boys" cooler lol

Glad the Doctor got back with you. Hopefully your DH is on board to follow some of that advice, and it seems like it is all about timing! Hopefully you will be a round 2 success!

 

[Coolstar]

Love: Wish you luck for your 2nd round of clomid.Its a good news that you are ov and your DH's count was good.
Angel:Surely i will let you all know the results.I am just keeping my fingers crossed.

Although i am 6dpo i feel i am out . My post ov temp is low this cycle,don't know why. Would be going for blood work tomm.My DH has agreed to go for SA next month.We are planning to take next cycle off or go to NTNP.I am really very exhausted.Just don't know how much long i can take.I know i have to keep trying but how long

 

[sadangel777]

Aww Cool, im sorry u are having such a hard time. i know how you feel -- this is very exhausting. its good that your dh is agreeing to get sa; if u feel u need to take a month off, do it -- i completely understand and may have to do that myself soon. they say it happens when u stop trying, which makes no sense! But maybe it will help u. *hugs*

 

[Chris_25]

Love: Wish you luck for your 2nd round of clomid.Its a good news that you are ov and your DH's count was good.
Angel:Surely i will let you all know the results.I am just keeping my fingers crossed.

Although i am 6dpo i feel i am out . My post ov temp is low this cycle,don't know why. Would be going for blood work tomm.My DH has agreed to go for SA next month.We are planning to take next cycle off or go to NTNP.I am really very exhausted.Just don't know how much long i can take.I know i have to keep trying but how long

Glad he's going to get tested... I'm going next week for a second opinion at the specialist! I totally understand being exhausted because I feel that way too and I just cannot stand being a miserable person anymore don't give up, just keep going

 

[Chris_25]

Aww Cool, im sorry u are having such a hard time. i know how you feel -- this is very exhausting. its good that your dh is agreeing to get sa; if u feel u need to take a month off, do it -- i completely understand and may have to do that myself soon. they say it happens when u stop trying, which makes no sense! But maybe it will help u. *hugs*

That's what they say, but it makes no sense! I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to not think about it. This sucks and I'm tired of being sad

 

[Coolstar]

Love: Wish you luck for your 2nd round of clomid.Its a good news that you are ov and your DH's count was good.
Angel:Surely i will let you all know the results.I am just keeping my fingers crossed.

Although i am 6dpo i feel i am out . My post ov temp is low this cycle,don't know why. Would be going for blood work tomm.My DH has agreed to go for SA next month.We are planning to take next cycle off or go to NTNP.I am really very exhausted.Just don't know how much long i can take.I know i have to keep trying but how long

Glad he's going to get tested... I'm going next week for a second opinion at the specialist! I totally understand being exhausted because I feel that way too and I just cannot stand being a miserable person anymore don't give up, just keep going

So true, i am such a miserable person now .TTC is feeding on all my +energy. Why is it so tough for us. Now i am scared what my result will be.I am totally going nuts.
Good, you are taking a second opinion.Do let us know how it goes.

 

[Coolstar]

Aww Cool, im sorry u are having such a hard time. i know how you feel -- this is very exhausting. its good that your dh is agreeing to get sa; if u feel u need to take a month off, do it -- i completely understand and may have to do that myself soon. they say it happens when u stop trying, which makes no sense! But maybe it will help u. *hugs*

One of my ex co worker called me and told she was pregnant.She said they were planning for baby end of this yr but it happened soon so she was not so pleased (she wanted to go for some vacations which she cant). I just felt like pulling my hairs (Crazy women).
Ya i know it does not make sense when they say it happens when we stop trying.But it is draining my energy so much.I just feel betrayed by my body.

 

[sadangel777]

I know u do. so do i. But i know its going to happen for us -- try to stay strong!

 

[Chris_25]

Love: Wish you luck for your 2nd round of clomid.Its a good news that you are ov and your DH's count was good.
Angel:Surely i will let you all know the results.I am just keeping my fingers crossed.

Although i am 6dpo i feel i am out . My post ov temp is low this cycle,don't know why. Would be going for blood work tomm.My DH has agreed to go for SA next month.We are planning to take next cycle off or go to NTNP.I am really very exhausted.Just don't know how much long i can take.I know i have to keep trying but how long

Glad he's going to get tested... I'm going next week for a second opinion at the specialist! I totally understand being exhausted because I feel that way too and I just cannot stand being a miserable person anymore don't give up, just keep going

So true, i am such a miserable person now .TTC is feeding on all my +energy. Why is it so tough for us. Now i am scared what my result will be.I am totally going nuts.
Good, you are taking a second opinion.Do let us know how it goes.

Thank you I def will. I don't want to be sad or unhappy anymore! I was telling myself this morning that i'm not going to try so hard anymore I can't keep doing this

 

[Coolstar]

I am done with my blood test,phew !! She told that it takes 2 or 3 days to get the report.Lets see.
Chris: I was telling my DH that last yr we were so happy and now so sad and miserable.Cant take it anymore.I am drained of all my energy.I am glad that next cycle i would not be actively ttc.I need a break and some time to get over so much negativity and depression.I never knew ttc was so tough and it's like as if someone has pushed me into hell.I try not to think about it but at the end i just end up thinking about it .

 

[Chris_25]

I couldn't agree more. I'm thinking back to when I was once happier! That's good you are taking a break, I'm actually thinking I need one too because dh and I keep fighting he keeps saying I have an attitude and I'm miserable lately, but how can I not be?

 

[sadangel777]

I know how you guys feel. I am not happy, and TTC is what I've been looking forward to ever since my M/C in 2000 but it is way harder than I ever thought it would be. I can't take a break right now, though — I don't think I'll ever be happy until I get my BFP and carry to term, and I've felt that way ever since the loss.