s_love
Mom to 1 & Newly Pregnant
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You don't ever have to apologize for venting or feeling this way, that's what we are here for! I'm so sorry you are feeling all of this and that your hubby is being so difficult! He didn't have to resort to telling you that you're throwing tantrums and acting like you're mother. It sounds to me like he's acting selfish. He doesn't even want to entertain the idea of participating because it's not what he wants... Well that's not taking your feelings into consideration. And of he really "understands more than you could possibly know" he would realize his actions aren't helping the situation!! Ugh sometimes I swear men are ridiculous.
Also, I can understand the whole "against the norm" and maybe not wanting "the American dream"... I guess. But just because you decide to have a family doesn't mean you're giving into mainstream, or can't do the things you want, or have to life a boring life and give up your dreams! Before I met my husband I swore up and down I would never get married or have a family. I was going to join the military, travel, because I only cared about me... Then I met Stephen and everything changed. When you truly love someone you make "sacrifices" and realize what's important. What's more pure than showing your low by creating a life? Some people just want to do that! Is it sooooo crazy to think that's what people actually want and aren't giving in to societies pressures? Geez!!! I'm sorry I'm going off and ranting but I'm moody today.
You should take some time for yourself... If you need to go visit your sister and be around her and your niece, do it. Reevaluate everything after you're calm and go from there.
Also, I can understand the whole "against the norm" and maybe not wanting "the American dream"... I guess. But just because you decide to have a family doesn't mean you're giving into mainstream, or can't do the things you want, or have to life a boring life and give up your dreams! Before I met my husband I swore up and down I would never get married or have a family. I was going to join the military, travel, because I only cared about me... Then I met Stephen and everything changed. When you truly love someone you make "sacrifices" and realize what's important. What's more pure than showing your low by creating a life? Some people just want to do that! Is it sooooo crazy to think that's what people actually want and aren't giving in to societies pressures? Geez!!! I'm sorry I'm going off and ranting but I'm moody today.
You should take some time for yourself... If you need to go visit your sister and be around her and your niece, do it. Reevaluate everything after you're calm and go from there.