Losing my mind

[sadangel777]

I dont blame u, love, what a horrible thing to send your ttc friend! People are SO stupid and ignorant. she must not have tried too hard to keep up on her pills ... wth. here we are doing everything ... im in waiting room at dr office listening to pregnant ppl talk about how pg they r as their kids run around the office like hellions. i dont know how much more i can stand this. if iuis are a grand, ill be out too. ............

 

[s_love]

I know she doesnt know how long we have been trying, or about to PCOS and not ovulating, but still SOOO inconsiderate! I told my husband I want to punch the wall... so if he comes home and things are broken... its not me, its hormonal rage!

I really hope you get some good news from the doctor... maybe your insurance covers way more and it will only be a couple hundred like some of the ladies for you IUI! I have my fingers crossed for you!! Keep us updated!

 

[Coolstar]

love: Same case with me.Even i cant afford to do IUI at present.After taking clomid i have to check progesterone and i think my insurance wont cover that too since the code that has been written is of infertility

 

[s_love]

Really they dont cover your labwork? Thats weird! We atleast get our labs, ultrasounds, and SA covered. Just no IVF or IUI.

 

[s_love]

Ugh ladies so for the past few months I have found it to be harder and harder to be happy for people... and not just those TTC who get pregnant. I mean I have friends who recently got a promotion, bought a new truck, are going on vacation to Tahiti.... I dont want to be this unhappy person. I feel like its all connected to me not being able to get pregnant and not being truely happy. The more months go by and the more negative tests I see the more cynical I become. Of course I never would say anything to these people, and I always congratulate them and everything... but I dont truely mean it. I didnt used to be this way! Thinking about this plus the PMS is just putting me in the worst mood ever!

Cherry coke and oreos tonight

 

[Chris_25]

Angel- Im sorry about the BFN, keep your head up! When does AF show?

Chris- Im glad youre feeling better! Dont worry, one day that will be our bundles of joy that we see in the nursery!

Cool- Our insurance doesnt cover any infertility treatments either, and the more research Im doing the more Im seeing it is in the $1000 range. Theres no way we can afford that, hubby said we would discuss it more when the time comes, but it doesnt look like I will be able to do it.

Jessica- Dont stress too much, I know our bodies seem like mysteries from one day to the next. Many women dont feel pregnant, so youre not out until AF comes!

So I just got a email this morning from a friend back in Texas (These are the exact words)
"So you remember how you were joking around and said Id get pregnant before you, even though we werent trying.... Well ding ding you win, baby #4 will be debuting in 2013...Im 12 weeks! I had no idea! IM ON BIRTH CONTROL! Went to the gyno for a pap and boom, urine test came back positive. You know we didnt even want anymore- 3 is more than enough! I dont know what we are going to do...Its just such a shock!"

Then it went on to say we need to get together when I come home and blah blah blah.... Yeah like I want to hang out with your pregnant self!!! Im so mad! Like I know I shouldnt be... but birth control, didnt want another kid, not trying.. I want to yell.

I know we say this over and over and over about how unfair it is and everything... but I mean come on, this really is unfair and getting ridiculous! < thats me right now

That just made me so angry that I feel like hitting her! Lol these damn people I tell u! That's some damn nerve to send an email like that

 

[Chris_25]

Ugh ladies so for the past few months I have found it to be harder and harder to be happy for people... and not just those TTC who get pregnant. I mean I have friends who recently got a promotion, bought a new truck, are going on vacation to Tahiti.... I dont want to be this unhappy person. I feel like its all connected to me not being able to get pregnant and not being truely happy. The more months go by and the more negative tests I see the more cynical I become. Of course I never would say anything to these people, and I always congratulate them and everything... but I dont truely mean it. I didnt used to be this way! Thinking about this plus the PMS is just putting me in the worst mood ever!

Cherry coke and oreos tonight

I know exactly how u feel and I'm so very serious when I say it! I can't be happy, period! I became so angry, sad and miserable person! I like want to avoid my phone and people in general! I want my life back and I just want to be happy! I pray very hard we all get our BFP! If we do we must all celebrate together

Ps- enjoy the coke and oreos! I've been eating so much this week it's gross! I had almost a pack of double stuffed oreos

 

[sadangel777]

Thanks, guys.

I had to leave the doctor's office because I waited for an hour and was already late for work, and they were backed up ... said it would be 45 min at least!

Nurse told me the doctor was just going to go over my options: Keep taking Clomid, but if I want an IUI they don't do it there. So I'm going to take my 3rd round of Clomid and get a referral to someone who DOES do IUI and see from there whether I can even afford it.

I thought because I was seeing a "fertility specialist" that they were capable of performing IUIs. Silly me!

Oreos and cherry coke sound great right about now.

 

[Chris_25]

Thanks, guys.

I had to leave the doctor's office because I waited for an hour and was already late for work, and they were backed up ... said it would be 45 min at least!

Nurse told me the doctor was just going to go over my options: Keep taking Clomid, but if I want an IUI they don't do it there. So I'm going to take my 3rd round of Clomid and get a referral to someone who DOES do IUI and see from there whether I can even afford it.

I thought because I was seeing a "fertility specialist" that they were capable of performing IUIs. Silly me!

Oreos and cherry coke sound great right about now.

Ah damn that stink, I'm sorry that is strange that they don't do iui there if they are a fertility specialist hm ok give it another try and see what happens, you never know! I have to also find out again what the cost for it would be.

 

[s_love]

Thanks, guys.

I had to leave the doctor's office because I waited for an hour and was already late for work, and they were backed up ... said it would be 45 min at least!

Nurse told me the doctor was just going to go over my options: Keep taking Clomid, but if I want an IUI they don't do it there. So I'm going to take my 3rd round of Clomid and get a referral to someone who DOES do IUI and see from there whether I can even afford it.

I thought because I was seeing a "fertility specialist" that they were capable of performing IUIs. Silly me!

Oreos and cherry coke sound great right about now.

Oh angel I'm sorry that sucks! What's the point of making appointments if they don't keep them? Maybe it's the PMS but thats ridiculous! Yeah I would think that FS would do IUIs... That really sucks that you have to go to another doctor.

I read lots of post and articles on clomid and a ton of women get their BFP on round 3! So here's hoping for you!!

I really hope we can all get our BFPs soon... For our sanity and happiness! Hopefully October is our month ladies!

 

[Coolstar]

Yes angel even i researched a lot about Clomid and have seen ladies getting BFP on 3rd or later round.

 

[sadangel777]

Thanks, everyone. I'm going to give Clomid another shot, but I really don't think it's going to work for me simply because we never BD. Other people are BDing like crazy and not getting BFPs, and we only BD once ... how is that going to work?

I called DH bawling because I had to leave before I could talk to the doctor and because they don't do IUI ... he was actually nice and not annoyed, said I need to calm down and I can find another doctor. I just hope this time, if I do find someone who can do IUI and I can afford it, that he won't fight me on it. I really think that's the only way I'm getting my BFP.

I think all of you ladies will be 'graduating' from this thread soon, though. Lots of luck! Hopefully one of us does soon!

 

[s_love]

As much as I would love to "graduate" from this thread, I don't want to unless we all go together. Seriously hoping next month is all of our months!

You know angel you should sit DH down to discuss the IUI, but when you do, remind him of how much money you could save on it if you just BD a little more! Lol I dont know if that will work, but it's worth a shot!

 

[Chris_25]

As much as I would love to "graduate" from this thread, I don't want to unless we all go together. Seriously hoping next month is all of our months!

You know angel you should sit DH down to discuss the IUI, but when you do, remind him of how much money you could save on it if you just BD a little more! Lol I dont know if that will work, but it's worth a shot!

Yes, I want us all to graduate together!

 

[Chris_25]

Thanks, everyone. I'm going to give Clomid another shot, but I really don't think it's going to work for me simply because we never BD. Other people are BDing like crazy and not getting BFPs, and we only BD once ... how is that going to work?

I called DH bawling because I had to leave before I could talk to the doctor and because they don't do IUI ... he was actually nice and not annoyed, said I need to calm down and I can find another doctor. I just hope this time, if I do find someone who can do IUI and I can afford it, that he won't fight me on it. I really think that's the only way I'm getting my BFP.

I think all of you ladies will be 'graduating' from this thread soon, though. Lots of luck! Hopefully one of us does soon!

Exactly the point just by bd ing everyday doesn't even work so maybe just bd ing once will work! Seems to for other people

 

[Coolstar]

As much as I would love to "graduate" from this thread, I don't want to unless we all go together. Seriously hoping next month is all of our months!

You know angel you should sit DH down to discuss the IUI, but when you do, remind him of how much money you could save on it if you just BD a little more! Lol I dont know if that will work, but it's worth a shot!

So true love.Even i was thinking wish we all graduate from this thread together or around the same time. Wish we all get BFP soon.Although we have never met but still we share so much

 

[Chris_25]

Yes, we do I feel so close to u girls! WhT are your names? Lol I'm Christine

 

[jessicastar74]

Have any of you tried anything other than clomid? How did your doctor decide to try something different than clomid?

 

[s_love]

Lol it's so funny that weve shared so much, but never our names! I'm Samantha

Jess- I've never tried anything other than Clomid. My doctor told me Clomid had the highest success rate with her patients. So he said we would start with that. I'm about to do my 3rd round of it... After that we will be discussing out options as to what's next.

 

[sadangel777]

I would LOVE if we all got our BFPs at the same time!!! I hear that the PG forums aren't nearly as friendly as TTC.

My name is Bonnie.

Jess, my doctor started me on Clomid without giving me anything else to choose from; since she confirmed I OV'd on the first dose, she assumes it will continue working and hasn't recommended anything else. However, due to the fact that we only BD once a month practically (and if we BD more often, DH doesn't seem to be able to 'finish' — but I think it's because he's not ready for me to get pg) I want to pursue other options. Mainly IUI. But now I have to get a different doctor because I just found out mine doesn't do IUI even though she's a "fertility specialist."

I already made a call and I should hear back from them on Monday; hopefully I can get an appt soon. In the meantime ... after AF shows (tomorrow hopefully) I will be onto round 3 of Clomid.