Losing my mind

[Conceive81]

A vacation would be lovely! Well ladies I got my appt for the fertility specialist, November 20. And still waiting for my MRI on the 14th. Still no call from the doctor about scheduling my HSG and inducing my period... Ugh.

SO happy for you. When I switched to my fertility specialist from my ob-gyn, I already felt better. She just got it. I know what the next steps are and it's a clear road ahead, vs. 'oh, just keep on trying - it will happen'.

 

[sadangel777]

Thanks, Conceive.

So glad I have this place to go to, or I don't know what I would do.

I've been crying the whole way to work and back; it's not safe, but it's when I start to break down through the monotony of driving down a dark road by myself. It doesn't help that I listen to sad songs, either.

I have a few songs that remind me of my little Freya, whom I don't have to hold yet. "Dream On" is one of them (the slower remake).

What songs do you all listen to?

 

[aknqtpie]

I am obsessed with Coldplay right now... it makes me cry too.. Paradise, The Scientist and Fix you.. worst songs ever to listen to when you are sad...

 

[Conceive81]

Angel, I used to cry on my way to and from work as well, I know what you mean. I started listening to classical which helps calm my nerves significantly.

 

[sadangel777]

aknqtpie, I know what you mean! Sometimes I think I listen to sad songs on purpose!!

conceive, thanks for the tip. I'll give it a try!

Had my dr appt today, ovaries are good to go for Clomid this round -- mid-cycle scan is next Friday. DH's bday is the following Monday so I'm hoping we time it right this time (we have a hotel room!! as long as he doesn't have any issues, I'm tentatively optimistic).

Hope everyone is doing well; the weekend is nearly here!!!!

 

[Chris_25]

Angel, yes I do the same thing I listen to sad music on purpose sometimes and i'm not sure why? lol I listen to a lot of different stuff though. You know what song I listen to that makes me so sad and think of my baby "In my arms" blink-plumb
I hope you are able to time it right and lots of luck to you!

 

[Coolstar]

Angel:Hope this is the cycle for you
I am suffering from cold,fever and flu It is terrible.Also went for blood work yest.Any clue how much the progesterone level should be on Clomid?

 

[sadangel777]

Aww, Cool -- hope u feel better soon!

I can't remember, but I want to say it should be around 20 or a little higher?

Maybe you just feel sick from all the progesterone in your system! Fingers crossed!

 

[Coolstar]

Thanks Angel but it is not excess progesterone but excess Flu Virus .I have a feeling after the report the Doc will up my clomid to 100mg next cycle.Also i am thinking of asking about some progesterone supplements.I will update when i get the result.

 

[Chris_25]

Cool good luck and I hope u feel better soon!

 

[Coolstar]

Chris:I can see that you are going for your IUI#2.Wish you all the luck.Keep us posted.

 

[s_love]

Angel- I hope the hotel room does the trick and everything works out!

Chris- when is the IUI?

Cool- I hope you get good numbers back. I think they told me that anything over 15 is what they want to see when you have medication.

I'm feeling sick today too. Might be a cold, no sure. Nursing it so it doesn't get any worse. So I started Provera again to kick start my period... So more waiting.

Also 3 girls this week have announced pregnancies in a Marine Wife fb group I'm apart of, one of them was today. I enjoy those girls, we've been through deployments and a lot of stuff but dammit now they are all doing the baby thing... Looks like it's time to leave that group for awhile : /

 

[Chris_25]

Love I hope u get it ASAP! Hopefully u won't have to wait much longer! Yea, I suggest u get out of that group ugh it's so rough that we have to be this way!

I am going for my iui on Sunday and Monday I supposedly have 2 follicles this time. Thanks

 

[Coolstar]

Angel- I hope the hotel room does the trick and everything works out!

Chris- when is the IUI?

Cool- I hope you get good numbers back. I think they told me that anything over 15 is what they want to see when you have medication.

I'm feeling sick today too. Might be a cold, no sure. Nursing it so it doesn't get any worse. So I started Provera again to kick start my period... So more waiting.

Also 3 girls this week have announced pregnancies in a Marine Wife fb group I'm apart of, one of them was today. I enjoy those girls, we've been through deployments and a lot of stuff but dammit now they are all doing the baby thing... Looks like it's time to leave that group for awhile : /

Oh lov Its so tough when someone announces pregnancies.Just a few days back i was so annoyed with pregnancies announcement post in FB.It's good that you started with Provera.For how long do you have to take the med? Take care i think the FLU virus is all around and really it just adds to your ttc misery .I just hope i get a good result.I am really scared,hope i pass the test .

 

[Coolstar]

Love I hope u get it ASAP! Hopefully u won't have to wait much longer!

I am going for my iui on Sunday and Monday I supposedly have 2 follicles this time. Thanks

Wow 2 follicles .I have seen many ladies getting BFP on 2 round of IUI.I would be praying for everyone this cycle.We really really deserve BFP's soon.

 

[sadangel777]

Love, so sorry to hear about the announcements. I know how you feel!

Chris, I am super jealous of your IUI! I hope the 2nd one does the trick for you!!

Cool, hang in there!

Let's all have a great weekend and no more crying! I might have a few drinks ...

 

[Chris_25]

I sure am hoping so and I'm still praying very hard and putting it all in God's hands!

Yes, girls try and relax have some drinks get your freak on lol and try to relax and I hope one of us will get a bfp we sure do deserve it!

 

[s_love]

I might partake in some drinks too lol. Hubby is on duty tonight and then he leaves for a few days to instruct a class... No getting freaky for me for the next couple days!

So this is day 2 of Provera and I swear I already feel my hormones going crazy lol. One bad thing that I remember about taking it now- hormonal rage! Lol but then again I feel like the past 10 months have been a hormonal rage lol

 

[Chris_25]

Lol the hormonal rage is def ur period coming! Ah well enjoy yourself with a few drinks

 

[aknqtpie]

Chris - and fx'd with your next iui!