Losing my mind

[aknqtpie]

I would enjoy running around marines too .. *wink wink* .. Something about guys in uniform!

A lot of the runs I do are for benefits too, the Heart Run and Women's Run are two that I do up here.

I was at the store on Veterans day, and everyone was there, and they all had their children in tow.. I would be like oh there's a baby.. oh there's a baby... lets turn the corner.. ANOTHER BABY. Made me sad.

 

[s_love]

I have a lot of girlfriends who are Navy wives as a lot of them are turning up pregnant because the USS Enterprise docked recently and all their men came home. It's kinda funny but at the same time I'm jealous. I'm def going to have to get off that FB group. I'll miss those ladies but I can't handle it right now, especially since every time I think I'm getting ahead in TTC something comes up and I take 2 steps back.

Lol yes men in uniform... Lol I always tell my husband when I see him in dress blues it's an automatic panty dropper

 

[aknqtpie]

BDUs do it for me... My DH is ex-army.. I met him after he got out.. but I did make him put his uniform on a time or two

I don't blame you for being jealous.. it is hard. I know I haven't had the same challenges as you all have had, but it sucks none the less. It is good that your DH is being supportive on this, and I am really keeping my fx'd for all of you that you get your BFPs soon!!!

 

[s_love]

Aknqtpie believe me you have had your own challenges to overcome that some of us never have had to face. besides we are all in this together!

 

[aknqtpie]

I hope you guys never have to face them! I am so grateful for this website. I never used to participate in forums, but its a great group here

 

[Conceive81]

Angel: Even i think 1 night of jacuzzi wont do any harm.What i have read is you should not do it regularly.
love: I hope your results comes out good.Keep us posted.
Conceive81: Even i was thinking about soft cups but then read some posts how diff it was to take it out.So i dropped the idea.
Chris: So when is your date for IUI?
About me i am planning to call my doc's office tomm and ask whether they have received my reports yet.My temps dropped today so i guess AF will show her ugly face either today or tomm.

Hopefully AF won't come don't fully trust the temps. Keep us posted!

I had my 2 IUI's done on Sunday and Monday so I'm in the waiting game! Ugh I'm so cranky today!

Chris, keep us posted, waiting for your news

 

[Conceive81]

I'm worried about how much we are going to have to pay for the specialist and meds and any procedures I may need.. Our insurance doesn't cover it either. But hubby sd we will do as much as we can if this is what I need.

Love, that's really supportive of him. Our insurance only covered the HSG, everything from here on out is out of pocket...it will cost about 3500 for 3 months of iui's and injectibles, which is why we are waiting until January. I'm hoping we get lucky before that, but if not, it is what it is.

 

[sadangel777]

Strike 1. Now i have 24 hours to bd and have it actually count. what is his problem, i must really be bad at this. ...

what a waste of money and misery. clomid round 4 out the window, my butt is sore from the stupid injection. dh knows i know he didnt finish all the way, he tells me not to worry. easy for him to say he NEVER wants kids.

sigh. ready to call it quits, at least maybe then ill have a shot at it sooooome day.

 

[Conceive81]

Strike 1. Now i have 24 hours to bd and have it actually count. what is his problem, i must really be bad at this. ...

what a waste of money and misery. clomid round 4 out the window, my butt is sore from the stupid injection. dh knows i know he didnt finish all the way, he tells me not to worry. easy for him to say he NEVER wants kids.

sigh. ready to call it quits, at least maybe then ill have a shot at it sooooome day.

So sorry Angel. I hope things get better, you can get through this. it may be worrh discussing. doesnt make any sense if you are putting your body through this whole thing while he may not be in it 100%, you know?

 

[Conceive81]

Total TMI warning: I don't know if its the soft cups I used this cycle but I have a funky odor. Hubby says it smells like gun smoke, lol. No weird discharge, just watery or white, but not a yeast infection. Wonder why? AF is due on Monday and I'm already getting the AF blues had some disappointing interaction at work today with a colleague and am sad about my close friend and I not talking. Feel discouraged...also, after bding I had weird contractions in my uterus this cycle. Wonder if its cuz of the hsg last cycle?

 

[sadangel777]

Conceive, maybe u will get your bfp -- i read cm smell changes when pg.

Well, strike 2 today so since ill b ov tonight, monday is def too late and honestly theres no point in trying again today or tomorrow bcuz he knows something is up.

I think im going to have the iui talk again for december. This is too expensive and hard on my body and mind.

 

[Conceive81]

Conceive, maybe u will get your bfp -- i read cm smell changes when pg.

Well, strike 2 today so since ill b ov tonight, monday is def too late and honestly theres no point in trying again today or tomorrow bcuz he knows something is up.

I think im going to have the iui talk again for december. This is too expensive and hard on my body and mind.

Not a bad idea. Would this be ur first iui?

 

[s_love]

Conceive, maybe u will get your bfp -- i read cm smell changes when pg.

Well, strike 2 today so since ill b ov tonight, monday is def too late and honestly theres no point in trying again today or tomorrow bcuz he knows something is up.

I think im going to have the iui talk again for december. This is too expensive and hard on my body and mind.

So sorry Angel yeah y'all def need to have a talk because it's not fair that you are doing so much to your body and going at this 100% when hes only in 50%.

 

[sadangel777]

Yes, would be my first IUI.

Love, you are right.

Why couldn't my ovaries have held off til Monday? Now if we start a discussion before then, he will say I'm ruining his birthday because it will likely become a fight.

I asked him today if we can do IUI in December; he asked if we can wait til the holidays are over. HOW much longer do I have to wait???????? 20 year olds are having babies, are enrolling their kids in school, and I am going to be 34 at the YOUNGest if I get pregnant right now.

I just feel like eating someone's face tonight, and since I'm at work, it's not pretty. grr.

 

[s_love]

Oh Angel, I know how frustrating this must be for you, I honestly get frustrated for you because I know how aggravating the ttc journey can be with a partner who wants kids. Did he say how long after the holidays he wants to wait to try? January? February?

So I thought my luck had turned. Yesterday I called my old doctors office and practically had a melt down about the HSG and needing the birth control and other meds...well my old doctor ordered the HSG (scheduled for the 29th!) and told me I could pick up all my meds this morning. So I go to the pharmacy this morning and they have the Valium, Motrin, and antibiotic... No birth control. Apparently she wont out me on birth control unless I come in and talk to her! That was the whole reason I called! They wont do the damn procedure unless I start the bc within 5 days of AF... but she cant get me in until the 23rd.... so thats no help! I can only hope that the specialist will prescribe me some on the 20th so I can start that day... I was even thinking of going to planned parenthood and getting some... I just dont see why she cant prescribe it, Im not going to stay on it, I just need it for a couple days. I took it for years prior to last year when I stopped it... Its not like Im unfamiliar with it.

 

[Coolstar]

Angel:I think you should keep your foot down and demand for IUI if your DH has some issue this time.
Conceive81:Keeping my fingers Xed for you.Hope AF does not show up.
I am so annoyed with my insurance.I called them up before going for progesterone test and they said it will be covered since it is just diagnostic.But now they are not covering the claim, I called them up and they said they wont cover once infertility has been confirmed . But more then that i am worried that my Doc said if Clomid does not work this cycle he wont prescribe me anymore Clomid.I cannot go for a fertility treatment at present.I am really lost, maybe i will give up.I just pray Clomid works.

 

[s_love]

Angel:I think you should keep your foot down and demand for IUI if your DH has some issue this time.
Conceive81:Keeping my fingers Xed for you.Hope AF does not show up.
I am so annoyed with my insurance.I called them up before going for progesterone test and they said it will be covered since it is just diagnostic.But now they are not covering the claim, I called them up and they said they wont cover once infertility has been confirmed . But more then that i am worried that my Doc said if Clomid does not work this cycle he wont prescribe me anymore Clomid.I cannot go for a fertility treatment at present.I am really lost, maybe i will give up.I just pray Clomid works.

Dont give up!! I a lot of women need 3-4 rounds of Clomid at the right dosage to get pregnant... maybe you could switch doctors? Go to another Ob/gyn who could keep you going on the Clomid a little longer if it doesnt work this round?

Im worried about the HSG being covered by insurance... can anyone tell me how much they had to pay for it?

 

[Coolstar]

I understand love abut insurance issue.We already have ttc tension and to top it now insurance The whole process is so frustrating.And i am so annoyed with my stupid body,cant it just produce an egg each cycle.I mean it is not rocket science

 

[Chris_25]

Strike 1. Now i have 24 hours to bd and have it actually count. what is his problem, i must really be bad at this. ...

what a waste of money and misery. clomid round 4 out the window, my butt is sore from the stupid injection. dh knows i know he didnt finish all the way, he tells me not to worry. easy for him to say he NEVER wants kids.

sigh. ready to call it quits, at least maybe then ill have a shot at it sooooome day.

Sorry Angel try again! Just wondering wouldn't u know if he finished or not?
Also I think you should make him do the iui next cycle if he doesn't cooperate this month because u can't just keep putting your body through this

 

[Chris_25]

Oh Angel, I know how frustrating this must be for you, I honestly get frustrated for you because I know how aggravating the ttc journey can be with a partner who wants kids. Did he say how long after the holidays he wants to wait to try? January? February?

So I thought my luck had turned. Yesterday I called my old doctors office and practically had a melt down about the HSG and needing the birth control and other meds...well my old doctor ordered the HSG (scheduled for the 29th!) and told me I could pick up all my meds this morning. So I go to the pharmacy this morning and they have the Valium, Motrin, and antibiotic... No birth control. Apparently she wont out me on birth control unless I come in and talk to her! That was the whole reason I called! They wont do the damn procedure unless I start the bc within 5 days of AF... but she cant get me in until the 23rd.... so thats no help! I can only hope that the specialist will prescribe me some on the 20th so I can start that day... I was even thinking of going to planned parenthood and getting some... I just dont see why she cant prescribe it, Im not going to stay on it, I just need it for a couple days. I took it for years prior to last year when I stopped it... Its not like Im unfamiliar with it.

That's all just nuts! Instead of putting ur bossy through 5 days of BC and screwing up your cycle, just get the script and say u took it but don't really take them