Losing my mind

[aknqtpie]

Thanks, Cool — I'll try! I had a very emotional afternoon, couldn't stop crying! I just feel like I'm out even though I'm only 9DPO! Everything is a symptom, and everything is also not a symptom ... so confused!

I am feeling the same way.. I am only 6dpo, so it seems too early to get any symptoms, but yet I swear I feel nauseous and light headed and this and that... but I am doubting myself too.

 

[sadangel777]

aknqtpie, it's good that I'm not alone in this crazy ride! So hard ...

We are still in the game for sure; I try to remember that!

 

[aknqtpie]

aknqtpie, it's good that I'm not alone in this crazy ride! So hard ...

We are still in the game for sure; I try to remember that!

Yes! We are! I am trying to be more pessimistic then optimistic, so I am not let down, but it is almost like I am also willing myself to be pg... Oh and now I have a twinging pain in the lower left side of my back..but it could just be my kidney telling me it needs water. haha...

 

[s_love]

Today is just an emotional day... Everything was upsetting me... Commercials had me tearing up!! So far I've got no symptoms either way. I'm nervous about my test tomorrow!

Angel- did they say when you'd get results from your test the other day?

I got my FXed for you ladies!

 

[aknqtpie]

Today is just an emotional day... Everything was upsetting me... Commercials had me tearing up!! So far I've got no symptoms either way. I'm nervous about my test tomorrow!

Angel- did they say when you'd get results from your test the other day?

I got my FXed for you ladies!

Which test are you taking?

 

[s_love]

Progesterone to see if I even OVed. According to my OPKs and BBT I did but I have to go get it checked. If I did this will be the first time in months! It's going to break my heart if I didn't. This was my first round with clomid though and I know it can take a few cycles. I've just read so many first cycle clomid stories that I can't help but get high hopes!

 

[Chris_25]

Thanks, Cool — I'll try! I had a very emotional afternoon, couldn't stop crying! I just feel like I'm out even though I'm only 9DPO! Everything is a symptom, and everything is also not a symptom ... so confused!

Your not out yet! Do yourself a favor and don't test until af is late!

 

[s_love]

Thanks, Cool — I'll try! I had a very emotional afternoon, couldn't stop crying! I just feel like I'm out even though I'm only 9DPO! Everything is a symptom, and everything is also not a symptom ... so confused!

Your not out yet! Do yourself a favor and don't test until af is late!

I agree! Hold out as long as possible! That's what I'm going to try to do!

 

[Chris_25]

I'm so anti testing lol im scared
Of the disappointment

 

[sadangel777]

S_Love it has been such an emotional day for all of us! And THAT is also a sign of early pregnancy, so you aren't completely symptom free!

Chris, I also am afraid of testing, but I tested twice already LOL! Once at 7DPO and once today at 9DPO! I know it is way too early, but I get up and don't want to waste FMU and regret it later in the day!

Qtpie, I had progesterone levels checked on CD21 and CD23 (monday and today) to check for OV.

S_love, I think I OV'd too, according to chart, and I agree with you about everything hinging on that confirmation! I'm also SO hoping to be a 1-cycle success!

I also have an ultrasound and pelvic scheduled for Friday; the dr wanted to check me out because of the pain I was having around estimated OV time. She prob just wants to check for cysts; the office always does a pee PG test every time u go in, so I'm worried it will be a BFN and I'll have a meltdown in the office at 11DPO!!! Ack!

Lots of luck everyone! Hang in there! This 2WW is ugly!

 

[Coolstar]

Luckily i am not in my TWW. I just hate the TWW . Here's wishing you all luck.Hope all of us get a BFP this cycle.Baby dust to all.

 

[ElleT613]

S_Love it has been such an emotional day for all of us! And THAT is also a sign of early pregnancy, so you aren't completely symptom free!

Chris, I also am afraid of testing, but I tested twice already LOL! Once at 7DPO and once today at 9DPO! I know it is way too early, but I get up and don't want to waste FMU and regret it later in the day!

Qtpie, I had progesterone levels checked on CD21 and CD23 (monday and today) to check for OV.

S_love, I think I OV'd too, according to chart, and I agree with you about everything hinging on that confirmation! I'm also SO hoping to be a 1-cycle success!

I also have an ultrasound and pelvic scheduled for Friday; the dr wanted to check me out because of the pain I was having around estimated OV time. She prob just wants to check for cysts; the office always does a pee PG test every time u go in, so I'm worried it will be a BFN and I'll have a meltdown in the office at 11DPO!!! Ack!

Lots of luck everyone! Hang in there! This 2WW is ugly!

I do the same thing. I test at like 6dpo and it's always obviously negative. What am I thinking!? I can't help it though, lol. Good luck this cycle!!

 

[s_love]

S_Love it has been such an emotional day for all of us! And THAT is also a sign of early pregnancy, so you aren't completely symptom free!

Chris, I also am afraid of testing, but I tested twice already LOL! Once at 7DPO and once today at 9DPO! I know it is way too early, but I get up and don't want to waste FMU and regret it later in the day!

Qtpie, I had progesterone levels checked on CD21 and CD23 (monday and today) to check for OV.

S_love, I think I OV'd too, according to chart, and I agree with you about everything hinging on that confirmation! I'm also SO hoping to be a 1-cycle success!

I also have an ultrasound and pelvic scheduled for Friday; the dr wanted to check me out because of the pain I was having around estimated OV time. She prob just wants to check for cysts; the office always does a pee PG test every time u go in, so I'm worried it will be a BFN and I'll have a meltdown in the office at 11DPO!!! Ack!

Lots of luck everyone! Hang in there! This 2WW is ugly!

I do the same thing. I test at like 6dpo and it's always obviously negative. What am I thinking!? I can't help it though, lol. Good luck this cycle!!

Guess has a habit we all have! Lol my DH def thinks I'm crazy for it. I want to hear some positive news ladies, lol I really kinda need it! Good luck to everyone!

 

[sadangel777]

Aww Cool I hate the 2WW too! It is the worst!

Elle, I know what you mean! I have already tested 4 times and I am 11DPO today. LOL. BFN after BFN ... you'd think I like to torture myself or something!

S_Love, did you get your test back yet? I had testing on CD21 and 23; one came back so far and looks like I may have OV but she won't know for sure until she gets the other one. However, I may have endometriosis! They can't tell that for certain unless they do a laproscopic surgery, so I'm going to wait 3 clomid cycles and do it if no BFP by then. Somewhat good news, though, if the 50mg worked for me!

 

[s_love]

Angel I'm hoping that you don't have endometriosis! But I'm glad to hear the Clomid @ 50mg worked! No results yet, they didn't call today so I think Monday is when I will find out!

 

[sadangel777]

I hope so, too ...

Let me know when you find out! I should have the rest of mine then hopefully!

 

[s_love]

I hope so, too ...

Let me know when you find out! I should have the rest of mine then hopefully!

Yeah I'll keep y'all informed. I'm so impatient! It made me so angry when they didn't call and then I called only to find out they were closed! As confident as I am that I did OV I just really want to hear from the doctor. I hope my number is high enough. I know they like to see anything over 15 for someone on meds... Atleast that's what I've read.

 

[sadangel777]

I don't blame you for being mad! They are never there when you need them.

You chart looks great! I'd say according to your temps that you OV; my temps were good this month, too, and before they were rocky as all getout!

I'm going crazy this 2WW though. SS more than I ever have before; I just want to KNOW! I want to buy softcups and Pregnitude but I'm not going to until I find out for sure! Oh, the agony!

 

[s_love]

It was really cute, my hubby called me around 1 today and was like so what's the news? He's just as anxious as I am! Lol but when I called him out on it he was like no.... Lol it makes me happy that he's getting into it!

I don't know what pregnitude is but I want to buy softcups next month if we have to keep trying!

 

[sadangel777]

Aww, that's sweet! I wish my DH was as into it as I am ... he just wants to "relax" and "wait and see" LOL! Nope!

Although I did decide my shower theme will be elephants, and I bought a little stuffed elephant the other day when I was out with my parents. That night, he was doodling on the restaurants paper tablecloth thing, and he drew an elephant!!! He NEVER draws elephants; usually he draws fantasy characters or things like that. When I laughed and told him about my new theme, he sighed and smiled. He later told me it "creeped" him out! I was ecstatic, thinking it is some sign or something. I tore out and kept the elephant.

But I don't know any more. I just want to get an IUI already; this waiting is torture!