Losing my mind

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Lol so just talked to my sister and she said "maybe just stop trying and adopt a baby. That's the only way you'll know for sure that you'll have one" Wow. :growlmad::growlmad: so much support. Well at least I get it honest, my whole family is full of pessimists
 
Right there with you on that. I don't even care to look anymore.

Well, seriously, I think I need another job. I can't take this stress anymore. Our parent company just changed all the rules on a process and I just got chewed out by a client. Very nicely chewed out, but chewed out nonetheless.

Ugh, why does EVERYTHING have to be so damn hard.
 
s_love said:
Lol so just talked to my sister and she said "maybe just stop trying and adopt a baby. That's the only way you'll know for sure that you'll have one" Wow. :growlmad::growlmad: so much support. Well at least I get it honest, my whole family is full of pessimists
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That's how I felt with my mom last week...and I will never bring it up again. It's not wrong, it's just hurtful. She is probably giving you great advice, in her mind...

Hang on a little longer. You're not old enough or sick enough to give up trying. I have a feeling this Sophie-Doogie dude is going to make it happen for you. If not, if my RE goes well, we should start a fund for you and get you there.
 
Sometimes getting chewed out nicely is even worse, it's like thy talk to you like your stupid but are scared to hurt your feelings!! Who's your parent company?

Just out of curiosity, who is your RE?

I really hope Dr. Sophie-Doogie is who I've been waiting for. I seriously will lose my mind or worse if this doesn't happen soon.

Hubby got his referral to the urologist finally... He has to call and make an appt. he better do it soon!
 
Think of the positive here.. you DID O... it might not be the best numbers, but maybe it doesn't hurt to try one more cycle on Clomid and see if that puts you where you need to be? Glad DH got his referral. Hopefully all goes well!
 
aknqtpie said:
Think of the positive here.. you DID O... it might not be the best numbers, but maybe it doesn't hurt to try one more cycle on Clomid and see if that puts you where you need to be? Glad DH got his referral. Hopefully all goes well!
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Yeah I'm trying to look on the bright side thst I did but whehnyourbdoctor pretty much says "don't count on it this month" it's very discouraging. I think I can only go 1 more round with the clomid. 5 rounds is all they will give me.
 
Fx'd that next cycle does the trick, and if not, you move to iui's!

When is DH's urologist appt?
 
s_love said:
Lol so just talked to my sister and she said "maybe just stop trying and adopt a baby. That's the only way you'll know for sure that you'll have one" Wow. :growlmad::growlmad: so much support. Well at least I get it honest, my whole family is full of pessimists
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Ugh people!
 
I don't check the forums for a few days and I missed so much! Just tried to catch up!!

Anyway- s_love, hugs to you. People (including family) can be so insensitive. When I was home for Christmas my mom was like "you exercise too much... why are you drinking wine if you are trying to get pregnant, blah blah blah"!! Drove me a crazy.

I am watching the Bachelor!!! At least I have a man to try and get knocked up with! lol.
 
Why is everyone so quiet? Can't sleep. Obsessing about every detail from today. TTC makes everything so much harder. It's really starting to make me moody.
 
Omg so I went on this forum from my work computer and I clicked something not sure what and this thing popped up and said I'm restricted from pornography. Oh God now it's going to come up as a flag saying I was trying to access porn. Omg I hope not. Wtf is this
 
Chris_25 said:
Omg so I went on this forum from my work computer and I clicked something not sure what and this thing popped up and said I'm restricted from pornography. Oh God now it's going to come up as a flag saying I was trying to access porn. Omg I hope not. Wtf is this
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Wow, serious crap. It happens, but it may trigger you being monitored so be careful. I try to only access from my phone during the day.
 
Chris_25 said:
Omg so I went on this forum from my work computer and I clicked something not sure what and this thing popped up and said I'm restricted from pornography. Oh God now it's going to come up as a flag saying I was trying to access porn. Omg I hope not. Wtf is this
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Oh that sucks!! I hope it doesn't get you in trouble! But it should show the website to the IT people, they will know its not porn.
 
Conceive81 said:
Why is everyone so quiet? Can't sleep. Obsessing about every detail from today. TTC makes everything so much harder. It's really starting to make me moody.
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I'm sorry Hun. Did you get any sleep? Well I can't speak for everyone, but I'm just bummed. I just wanted some 100% good news to rejuvenate me in this process but its just not happening. The weight of TTC for a year finally caught up to me and I'm just so sad and disappointed. And yet another friend fell pregnant. Yesterday must have been "post your bump day" because so many women did with captions stating how far along they were.... It was like a slap in the face! Like hey look we are this far along and you started TTC before us, suck it!

Obviously God has a plan for me to be miserable... I can't make myself take a break from trying. It drives me mad just sitting a month out. I was forced to sit out in November/December and its just not gonna happen again.

Ugh someone tell a happy story
 
Chris - That happened to me yesterday as well at work. Like a popup thing that said pornography.. I was like wtf???? Oh well. Hopefully it doesn't happen again. Or I may be accessing only via phone (which I should do anyways).

I can't think of a happy story.. I am tired, sore, and kinda cranky.
 
Yea, hopefully won't happen again and all these stupid ads they have up are so annoying!

Sorry no happy stories here either. I'm tired, depressed, cranky and pms ing. I might need to stay home tomorrow and lay in bed all day and be miserable.
 
https://www.tearsandhope.com/emptyarms_video.html

I copied this link from another thread from a long time ago. It is sad, but true and only if outsiders would just watch and understand.
 
I tried calling the new RE I have my appt with next month to see if I can get a sooner appointment and they said there's a long waiting list. So I just have to wait and I guess that's a good thing that he's high in demand? I might lose my mind an hubby just told me to stop it and I have to stay positive! Positive my ass
 
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