LTTTC-after loss-TWW...

[eyemom]

Natalie! When I first saw your post, all I saw was the pics not the text. I about freaked out and then I saw what you wrote Hope you get YOUR soon!!

Hi Meg, thanks for checking in. I'd been wondering how you were doing. Sorry you've been sick. I hope you're feeling better soon!

Shanta, sorry your throat still hurts, but I'm glad the fever is down. Hopefully you're on the mend now.

Hi Bex! Thanks for posting! I'm so glad you're still alive! Good luck this cycle. I can't remember did you test? Is it the long AF that has you thinking maybe CP? Mine are almost always 8 days long. :-/ But I know that's not typical for most people.

How are you holding up Barb?

Hope everyone's having a good weekend (as much as possible).

Bundling up here for some yucky weather. I am so sick of winter.

 

[natjenson]

Natalie! When I first saw your post, all I saw was the pics not the text. I about freaked out and then I saw what you wrote Hope you get YOUR soon!!


Tee hee

Can I ask?....what's CP again.lol...

Natalie xxx

 

[natjenson]

Hi there bex so glad your ok .
Hope you had a nice day out in London.

Well ladies..anywhere from 11 dpo to 14 dpo......big fat bfn this morning.....ugh I'm getting tired now

Keeping it short bc I don't want to be a Debbie downer....

Hope you are all ok....

Natalie xxx

 

[eyemom]

I wasn't sure but I thought CP was chemical pregnancy??

Natalie I'm sorry.

 

[eyemom]

Ok well I'm 13 dpo and BFN here too.

If not for my BFN on 11 dpo, I really would have had my hopes up. Yesterday and today, I've had a weird soreness in my bbs like deeper past my nipples. It kind of felt like when I was young and they were just starting to develop. And nipples are still somewhat sensitive (though past cycles have proved that that doesn't necessarily mean anything...but this cycle was different in that this turned up late in my LP instead of earlier on after ov). Also I often have insomnia in my LP, but with that I wake up like 3-4 am. Last couple days or so, I've woken up about an hour before my alarm, which happened with my pregnancies. Also I still have high temps; today would have been higher if not for waking up so early. If I put the temp in an adjuster (I know, not exact science), it's as high as my highest temp this cycle. I've been having weird dreams last couple of nights too. So it's always hard not to hope a little (I was still hoping a little), but I might have seriously been bouncing off the walls had I not already seen a BFN to keep myself in check.

Just my body playing tricks again. I think I've had every symptom in the book at various times (in various cycles), and it has never meant anything, so if I'm ever to see a bfp again, I think it's just going to really surprise me because I won't think anything of symptoms anymore. (haha yeah right like I could ever really make myself stop symptom spotting)

I was really dreading testing this morning...usually I want answers no matter what...but this time I wasn't sure if I could bear to see another BFN. But eh. Right now I'm doing ok. Maybe it'll hit me harder tomorrowish when AF hits.

 

[nimbec]

Ugh sorry for the shitty BFN's ladies Its so tough I fear i may have one coming too! Thinking i may not take clomid next month as worried about my lining and see if i can go privately and get some answers....everything in the ttc game takes so fecking long!!

Nat have you heard any more from the clinic as to when you can get the sperm in and move forward?

Barbs how are you lovely i can't even imagine how you are feeing (((((hugs))))) They say the 3rd time is often the one and i so very much hope so for you!

Hi everyone i'm sorry its such a short post its bonkers here today! Harrison is on a mission to be everywhere he shouldn't be!

Catch up later xx

 

[barbikins]

Hi girls! Ugh well I join you all in the continued bfn.
Tomorrow is bloods and I wish I didn't have to go. So lame.
Then I'll get a call later to tell me the obvious.

I don't know how I feel about the third time. I don't believe anyone thought we would have to try three times to begin with. No reason seemingly for IVF to fail for us.
I will ask for two embie transfer and just deal with what happens. I just want to get pregnant. I am going to do what I can to increase my odds.
I'm deflated.

 

[Sis4Us]

Sorry about the BFNs ladies !!!!!

BIG All around!!

 

[wannabemummyb]

Sorry to hear all your bfns ladiies, they never get any easier do they?

Yep cp = chemical pregnancy. Cd9 and still heavy clotty bleeding - only had it last this long with my two mc! Stupid body.

Meg/Shanta hope you both feel better soon.

If this bleeding continues i reckon it will end up being another wasted month

 

[eyemom]

Thanks Becky. Sorry you're concerned about your lining, hope everything's fine. Hope you can get answers soon.

Hi Barb, so sorry. Sorry you have to deal with the blood test and the phone call and everything too. I know they have to do it, but seems like salt in the wound. Hope it helps in some small way to know you have a lot of ladies here cheering for you.

Bex that's so frustrating I'm sorry.

AFM, symptoms are weird. Boobs are now at least as sore as they were before if not more. And tmi but I forgot to mention my CM is weird. I don't know how else to describe it. This afternoon I went back and looked at my test from this morning (I know it's bad, but I do it every time). And whoa big time evap. I've never had one of those. It was for sure negative at the 10 minute mark though. I thought if I ever got an evap it would be super frustrating, but it was kinda fun to see in a weird way.

 

[Sis4Us]

Erin FX it turns into a For Realz Line Tom!!!!

Barbs so sorry u have to go thru that I've been there it's like yea yea when they call I could've told u that!!!

Afm feeling a Lil better today I can actually move around and eat a Lil so FX I'm on the mend!!!!

 

[eyemom]

I'm out of tests and I'm snowed (errr sleeted) in. I ordered some FRERs on Amazon but they won't be here until Wednesday. Think I can be good until then???

So happy you're feeling better Shanta!

Edit: I tried to take a pic of my evap but it was too hard to photograph. I don't know if it faded a bit in the last few hours or if I just made it better in my memory. So here's a pic but it's really hard to see here.

Spoiler

https://img15.imagefra.me/i132/missinformed/g6ba_24f_uavlm.jpgUploaded at ImageFra.me

 

[eyemom]

Ok I just canceled my Amazon order b/c it'd be late in the day on Wednesday before it got here, and I can just go to the store on Tuesday. Good chance I'll have my answer (AF) by then anyway.

 

[barbikins]

Erin that's an evap?! Wow looks real to me.
You sure it's not a bfp???

I'm up nice & early for the lovely nurses to poke me for fun!

 

[eyemom]

I know it's driving me somewhat crazy lol. It has to be considered an evap because it showed up after the time limit though. That's why they say throw it away and don't go back. It's probably just a chemical reaction. Of course I took it to google and there are stories of it turning into a real bfp. So fx. But there are stories of it actually staying neg also.

Woke up early again this morning. If a bbt adjuster is to be believed though, it gives me my highest temp this cycle.

GL barb

 

[eyemom]

I did an opk just because I had to pee on something, and the test line is suuuuuuper faint. I know nothing conclusive but it's not a good sign. I'm going back and forth between thinking AF is for sure coming and then that small % of me thinking maybe it's possible.

Anyone remember the site peeonastick.com? I loved that site, but it is no more. But I found what I remembered because someone quoted it on another site that's still around:

From peeonastick.com:

A real positive is identified by its color (pink or blue, whatever the color of the test's dye is) and its appearance within 10 minutes of urinating on the stick. A line that appears after 10 minutes, regardless of color, must be considered an evap line and is caused by the test's chemicals changing. HPT's are rapid assay diagnostics, which means any results appearing after the "rapid" time limit of 10 minutes are invalid.

 

[Sis4Us]

Those IC are bad about Evaps cuz they are open to the Air!!!

But yes a Evap is usually Grey or White a true line should have Color.... I've gotten nasty Evaps on FRers too!!
Also those cheap one didn't show a line for me unless my HCG was very High way over 10 like they say!!

Get a FRER Tom or later today and FX u see something!!!

Barb BIG its so hard to go to hear the same ole same ole!!!

 

[eyemom]

Yeah I knew they would be prone to them, I guess it's actually more surprising that I've never seen an evap like that before now.

I've never used anything but ICs and Dollar Tree tests and those I got a bfp on 12 dpo (both pregnancies). So I know it's possible to get them early, though I know the timing of a bfp showing up can vary based on a few factors.

Time will tell. If nothing else, it was just kind of fun to see something besides stark white all the time.

 

[Petzy]

Hi ladies.. i hope you are all doing well Been MIA with this nasty bug but hope to spend more time chatting soon.. just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you! Check back in soon.. xx

 

[barbikins]

Erin, I"d be going out & getting a FRER! LOL
That is pink & faint & doesn't look like an evap to me.
But it's possible. Those tests are nasty some times.
FX for you!