LTTTC-after loss-TWW...

[eyemom]

omg omg omg omg omg

I can't even type I'm shaking.

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That's only like an hour hold mid-day.

 

[natjenson]

omg omg omg omg omg

I can't even type I'm shaking.

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That's only like an hour hold mid-day.

HOLLY SUGAR MY GUMDROPS......

Yaye Erin....I had a feeling about this when you said that was a evap....I was like ...an evap?....really? That looked sooo much like and early bfp to me....


Wowzers Erin.....I'm so pleased for you love.....



Are you ok....cup of tea! That's what you need right now..lol good ole British advice there lol
Calm your shakes...

Congratualtions petal.

Natalie xxx

 

[Sis4Us]

Told u those Cheapies don't work as well Look at that Line it's some Porn for sure!!!

 

[eyemom]

Thank you ladies.

I've always sung the praises of ICs because they've given me early bfps in the past. But not anymore; I'm now a skeptic lol. I thought if I got a bfp at all with a FRER, it'd be a faint one. But nope.

 

[nimbec]

Wowsers YAY!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so exciting!

 

[nimbec]

Sis i'm with you thats some serious line porn! how are you are you feeling any better?

Meg hope you are on the mend lovely!

Barbs hope the appointment was as bearable as possible when do you start the next cycle? Are you just waiting for AF?

Erin OMG i'm shaking for you!!!!!!! so exciting!!!! you and shanta will be really close together......what dpo are you if you don't mind me asking?

Nat I so LOVE your posts you always bring a smile to my face!! How are you my lovely? have you tested again? Hows things in general?

bex Hiya hope you are ok!

Well as for me to pinch one of Nats sayings i'm polly pissy pants today! Yesterday was a SHIT day. I had a spinal appointment with my consultant who i have known for many years i have taught all his kiddies to ride (3 out of the 4 of them!) I can't believe the youngest who i always remeber as a baby is now doing A levels OMG anyway sorry i digress.......my spine has become more unstable, he wanted to do a CT scan yesterday but i wouldn't let him just incase i am in the familly way so i have to go back in 2 weeks time. Once he has those results he will tell me WHEN not IF i need surgery really frightening plus he told me that if i did get preggy again then i would definately have to have another C-section as i would risk more slipping of the vertebra in a natural delivery ....grrrrr. So this means that i have to have next month off trying cos of all radiation and stuff i need. I guess on a positive note it gives me time to book an appointement with the fertility specialist (need to rob a bank too!!) and ask about my lining, clomid etc....

So 9dpo and BFN i had all good intentions not to test and just wait for AF but for some reason i like torturing myself I know i still have time and its early but i really feel like i'm out. I'm really deflated actually as i feel like i'm quite alone on the ttc process outside here of course, i mean you just can't seem to get any sense out of the medical profession. I also now have to go to a new clinic and i fear i will have to pay for all tests to be done again as they are crap at communicating over here!!! anyways rant over sorry everyone!!

Hope you are all well and Erin you have put a smile back on my face with those lines!!!

 

[barbikins]

Congrats Erin! Wishing you a healthy pregnancy!

 

[eyemom]

Thank you ladies.

Becky I'm 15 dpo now. Yesterday when I posted I was 14 dpo. GL with all your stuff coming up.

Well ladies I knew this would happen but it didn't take very long. I am so terrified I'm already losing this one too. Boob soreness seems much less today. Still woke up early.

Here's my hpt comparison. Other notable difference is yesterday I dipped it in a cup. This morning I just peed on it.

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[eyemom]

Okay so I know I need to stop testing.

In my head I know that these tests are qualitative, not quantitative, so I shouldn't make myself crazy with comparisons. They're designed to show pregnant or not pregnant, so they won't necessarily be exactly the same to indicate anything else. These are things I know on a rational level, but I'm not at my most rational atm haha.

It's the boobs that have me worried more than anything else.

Sorry I feel like I'm posting stream of consciousness in here.

 

[Sis4Us]

Erin I always Dip mine as I don't have great aim!!!

I would say make a call into U Dr u need to get betas dine and check your P levels!! U may need help supporting thru the 1st TRi!!

Also my FMU where always lighter try not to worry!!

Well I'm off to my scan will update u ladies!!

 

[eyemom]

Thanks. Wish me luck as I've heard from a friend my Dr's not into checking P. I'm going to beg for it though.

 

[natjenson]

Thanks. Wish me luck as I've heard from a friend my Dr's not into checking P. I'm going to beg for it though.

Heya Erin...ok so I hear it's normall for bb pain to come and go...
You hang tight there Hun....

The tests ARE progressing right?

Natalie xxx

 

[eyemom]

This morning's looked just slightly lighter.

 

[natjenson]

Hiya ladies....
Shanta good luck love...looking forward to hearing all about your scan...Yaye...

Becky...awe I am so so sorry to hear about your back.so your having a 30 day break from ttc....be sure to check in won't you...I'll miss ya.
Wow your a horse ridding expert....tee hee I fell off a out of control(most likely scared horse) when I. Was 10 .....now they are nice to look at and that's it lol....
Won't ever see me in a horse again...they don't like me bc I hate it when they move too fast for me hee hee...

I really really hope it turns out you won't need that op love...and yeah I totally get that about re comunative over here...soooo slow isn't it.
Hope that they new clinic sees and hears you about not needing all the recent tests you did to warrant the clomid intake....hay maybe they will re-prescribe you a longer dose now...

Well afm ....13 (ish) dpo....had heavy spotting last night thought af had hit but this morning nothing....
Second cycle for this to happen now....something's wrong I just know it.
Bfn this morning....but hay ho....on with the next then.

Natalie xxx

 

[natjenson]

This morning's looked just slightly lighter.

Really?.....ok ....maybe do what you did yesterday at the same time of day?...see if there's a difference?...

Yeah I would be the same....refusing to remove myself at the doctors untill somebody stabs me with a sharp injection lol....

I hope you get to the Do the betas Hun I really do....
Try not to let all the testing do you in Erin.

Natalie xxx

 

[nimbec]

Erin fx they give you the betas! Like you say tests can vary but i agree with Nat test at the same time as you did yesterday because that will give you a better comparison. Hopefully all is perfect in the oven but its totally normal to worry i was the same last pregnancy and i know the feeling about not testing P my docs are the same - bloody loones!!! are you seeing your regular doc or a fertility specialist?

Nat so sorry about your BFN's such shit!!! I wonder what is causing the change in your last few cycles? The odd thing is unless i'm mistaken you are spotting CD12 onwards and thats the length of a normal lp....hmmmm very strange i really hope the clinic get back to you soon!! whats the latest there?

I will still be here ladies!! I'm pondering today on whether to just do 1 more month on the clomid and make my back appt wait - but i will see if i get a normal period this time as last time i was spotting so worried about my lining. It looks like i will have to go to a private clinic as in wales i'm not covered now because i already have one child. I think that is totally unfair as i nedeed meds etc to concieve him and don't ovulate without help. I totally understand not being eligible for IVF though! UGH what do i do? wait a bit longer or pay to go and have all tests done again ugh could kiss goodbye too £100's before any actual treatment starts! i may go for initial consult £150 where they scan, semen test & talk to you and basically tell them i'm not having other stuff done again! I know my tubes are fine from a yr ago i don't need them doing again the obvious thing is to get me oving and check my lining SURLEY! as this worked last time grrrrrr sorry for the rant!!

 

[eyemom]

Thanks Becky.

Yep I called the Dr this morning. After I see my 11:00 patient, I'm headed over to the lab for beta and progesterone. I was all ready to beg for the P check, but the nurse said we're doing it before I even had to ask! Yay! Then Thursday I go back to make sure my numbers are going up as they should.

My progesterone results will be online where I can check them. My hcg I'll have to call for. The waiting will make me crazy.

Sorry Becky about what you're dealing with. So frustrating. :-/

 

[Sis4Us]

My Lil cupcake!!!

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HB 102 BPM 6wks exactly!!
Baby is measuring 6wks Exactly so 5 days behind kinda freaked about that but Dr says It's OK!!!

 

[Petzy]

Congrats Erin!!! How exciting.. great lines.. I know its scary to watch those lines fluctuate a little, but hopefully that HCG is skyrocketing in your blood right now! hehe

so glad you are getting betas done... Do you get same day results? xoxo FX for you

Shanta... great scan pic!! Really pleased for you xx

 

[eyemom]

Woop woop! For some reason in my head I had you farther ahead of me than that. So yay we are pretty close together (I know someone said that already but it didn't totally register).

I've heard SO many people say that they measured a little small in the early scan, but then the LO caught up fine. So from what I can gather that's totally normal. How exciting!