I just told DH I want to have a simple dinner and cuddle on the couch watching tv, whether Emi,y is cuddling with us or in her bed... Whether or not I fall asleep while cuddling, it's what I want, just to relax together on the couch.
I go back to work tomorrow and can't wait for the first day back to be over! It's gonna be so hard leaving Emily, even with DH! Thank goodness I can work just Saturdays, for now. We decided just Saturdays until we get back from vacation in July, then we will revisit it and see what, if anything I have to do. I have practical panic attacks whe. I think about, or talk about, leaving her... It's ridiculous