Hehehe you ladies really cheered me up then!!! Fletch you are so funny!!!
I'm glad it went well and enhanced the pleasure too :wink:
As you ladies have been chatting I have been sleeping and then falling out with oh again. He went out to play pool and promised he wouldn't be long. 4 hours later he finally comes home and I'm such a light sleeper that just opening the front door wakes me up so of course I was then ratty and pissed off that he was so late. I think what's worse is that he bullshits me about not being long, I think if he'd said to me in the first place I'll be back about 11pm then I might have sulked a little but wouldn't be half as mad as I was after saying he wouldn't be long! Plus he ignored my text again, I wanted to get pizza so asked how long he would be and he said he didn't know but his dad was on his way up there too so ages yet. At which point I told him I was annoyed coz he said he wouldn't be long and it was pointless ordering pizza for myself and he didn't reply, just ignored me for 2 hours!!
He's apparently very sorry now but I'm still annoyed that I had to make do with toast instead of pizza lol. Just wish he could stop going out drinking for a whole just whilst I am so worried, sometimes it makes me feel like I am going through this whole thing alone and he isn't there to support me. I dont think men understand how hard it is sometimes.
His worst comment he made though is that he is worried and that going out playing pool takes his mind off it. Made me feel like he'd rather get away from me coz I remind him of what happened and that we lost our angel last time. I hope I'm not overreacting though, sometimes I feel like he thinks I'm just crazy and hormonal coz I'm pregnant.
Anyway, enough late night ramblings!!! I hope all you ladies sleep well!
Shellie where are you? Hope you are ok and the witch didn't get you hun!
Cupcake - that malteser cake sounds lush!!!
Mrs d - omg that apple scone hot with ice cream sounds beaut!!! I may have to get that recipe and try it!!
Cath - you are over the biggest hurdle after one day, take each day as it comes hun. It's all psychological! Maybe try an aversion therapy whenever you want a cig, like pinching your arm whenever you feel the urge to smoke and then the urge will become linked with that pinching pain and eventually you will associate smoking with negativeness! Although that's a bit of a drastic way of doing it but it does work lol!!
Shelby - well done on quitting too! Must have been extra hard as you oh smokes! Mine smokes and the only real reason I managed to quit was because I got pregnant. Now I am the worst kind of non-smoker, the ex-smoker!! I'm always whinging at him to quit and it's bad for him and I blatantly tell him that he stinks lol!!