Magical Maypoles ~*May testing thread*~

[Pink.Rose]

Shaking! So scared and nervous!

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Congrats!

 

[Pink.Rose]

Negative test for me today at 10 dpo. Bummed of course but not surprised. Maybe next cycle.. Though after 17 cycles I sound (and feel) like a broken record..

 

[WantingababyF]

Thank you ladies for all your congratulations.
I will have a proper read back tonight , as I am at work atm.
I am totally freaking out and just feeling like something bad is going to happen. I just had to take a test at work. I know it's been just over 12 hours since my last but was hoping to see some progression to settle my mind. Idk this is scary territory.

 

[littlewitch]

Your lines look beautiful, wantingababyf.

 

[salamander91]

Hope you dont mind @WantingababyF i put them together to compare. Definite progression! Congrats!

 

[WantingababyF]

Your lines look beautiful, wantingababyf.

Thank you so much, I am a bag of nerves.

Hope you dont mind @WantingababyF i put them together to compare. Definite progression! Congrats! View attachment 1115510

Oh thank you for doing that for me, I don't mind at all. I can see the difference now with them both together. Hopefully this helps my nerves settle.

I have called my ObGyn, she will give me a call back to organise a bloods request and then she will usually do another 48hr bloods. Given all my losses she may even go beyond that to ensure they continue to go in the right direction.

I have a little back ache which is what worries me that is how my first MC started. Hopefully it is just because I am a run ragged mum that has her plate full, so the back gets no rest

 

[Bevziibubble]

@WantingababyF Great lines!

 

[salamander91]

No problem @WantingababyF I'm glad it helped. I get nervous at every little twinge. Ttc after loss is scary! I have an early scan booked for Saturday and I'm terrified it's going to be a mmc again

 

[Bevziibubble]

@salamander91 good luck for your scan!

 

[Laurabub84]

Negative test for me today at 10 dpo. Bummed of course but not surprised. Maybe next cycle.. Though after 17 cycles I sound (and feel) like a broken record..

I'm so sorry its another bfn cycle. Really hoping next cycle will bring you your long awaited bfp. Keeping everything crossed for you

Thank you so much, I am a bag of nerves.


Oh thank you for doing that for me, I don't mind at all. I can see the difference now with them both together. Hopefully this helps my nerves settle.

I have called my ObGyn, she will give me a call back to organise a bloods request and then she will usually do another 48hr bloods. Given all my losses she may even go beyond that to ensure they continue to go in the right direction.

I have a little back ache which is what worries me that is how my first MC started. Hopefully it is just because I am a run ragged mum that has her plate full, so the back gets no rest

Hun, i've had constant cramping and lower backache since my bfp and i noted the same with the last pregnancy and my son, so i'm quite sure it's normal, not that it stops us freaking out about it. I had it so bad Friday night i barely slept all night and was sure i was going to get up and be full on bleeding the next morning. I was up and down checking all night. I've had 3 episodes of spotting too. It's so hard not to panic when you've gone through a loss. I'm finding it hard not to think it will happen again. Just try and take each day as it comes and surely you'll be offered an early scan. I have my first appointment Wednesday and i'm really hoping they arrange one for me because my nerves are shot. I just can't allow myself to feel the slightest bit excited right now. I'm finally feeling some nausea but because i'm managing it and can still eat its making me really nervous because i usually have it quite bad by now. Praying hard all our little rainbows are super healthy.

No problem @WantingababyF I'm glad it helped. I get nervous at every little twinge. Ttc after loss is scary! I have an early scan booked for Saturday and I'm terrified it's going to be a mmc again

I hope your scan goes well. I can imagine how scary its going to be. I feel the same. I'm hoping to have one close to 9 weeks as with my mmc baby passed at 8+3 weeks so i think if i have one any earlier i won't feel reassured as much. Its hard having to start the first trimester from the beginning again after making it all the way to the end of it last time. It's terrifying

 

[salamander91]

@Laurabub84 good luck with your appointment. Hopefully they book an early scan for you. I was between 5 and 6 weeks when my baby passed so hoping a scan at 7.5 weeks will be reassuring. I'll be contacting my consultant after if all goes well and they should give me a scan when they see me too so hopefully I'll have another around 9 weeks. It really is terrifying. I wish we could just skip the first trimester

 

[WantingababyF]

@WantingababyF Great lines!

Thank you Bevzii

No problem @WantingababyF I'm glad it helped. I get nervous at every little twinge. Ttc after loss is scary! I have an early scan booked for Saturday and I'm terrified it's going to be a mmc again

So difficult, I lost Tallulah in February at 17 weeks, I had 2 mor early losses before that and a 9 week loss that ended in D&C. So you can imagine how scared I am right now.
Good Luck with your scan, praying your little babe is doing great!

I'm so sorry its another bfn cycle. Really hoping next cycle will bring you your long awaited bfp. Keeping everything crossed for you



Hun, i've had constant cramping and lower backache since my bfp and i noted the same with the last pregnancy and my son, so i'm quite sure it's normal, not that it stops us freaking out about it. I had it so bad Friday night i barely slept all night and was sure i was going to get up and be full on bleeding the next morning. I was up and down checking all night. I've had 3 episodes of spotting too. It's so hard not to panic when you've gone through a loss. I'm finding it hard not to think it will happen again. Just try and take each day as it comes and surely you'll be offered an early scan. I have my first appointment Wednesday and i'm really hoping they arrange one for me because my nerves are shot. I just can't allow myself to feel the slightest bit excited right now. I'm finally feeling some nausea but because i'm managing it and can still eat its making me really nervous because i usually have it quite bad by now. Praying hard all our little rainbows are super healthy.



I hope your scan goes well. I can imagine how scary its going to be. I feel the same. I'm hoping to have one close to 9 weeks as with my mmc baby passed at 8+3 weeks so i think if i have one any earlier i won't feel reassured as much. Its hard having to start the first trimester from the beginning again after making it all the way to the end of it last time. It's terrifying

Laurabub, you are right. I know with the boys I had cramping and pulling. I think you just become extra sensitive to every little niggle and twinge. I know you will understand that feeling when you just know something isn't right, but people think your being crazy. I really hope this is not one of those times. I am getting a little more hopeful but I know that is dangerous in my already fragile state. It is the beginning of what will hopefully be a long 9 month road of worry and emotions, but I'll take it all if I get our healthy baby.
I really hope you get your scan, just a little bit of reassurance would go a long way.

I have turned into a POAS addict and I think tonight's test is looking a little better

PS. Sorry if I missed anyone, this layout is so difficult

 

[tdog]

@WantingababyF look at that line looks amazing so hard not to be a poas addict once you see that hint of a line xx

Guys this layout is messing with my head xx

 

[Suggerhoney]

Thats good progression @WantingababyF

@salamander91
Good luck with your scan

@Pink.Rose
Im so so sorry love. I know exactly what you mean. Every minth im like i hope this cycle is the one and i feel like a stuck record. I hope you get a nice surprise tomorrow. Or if u are out i hope the next cycle will finaly be the one.


Cd10 today and got my first flashy smiley and cheapies looking darker so think peak will be vvv soon.
We are just going with the flow and trying not too think of ovulation and ttc. I even didnt know what cd i was on until i was asked and had to go look.
Wish this horrible new format would go back to how it was b4.
Anyone esle hating on it.

 

[WantingababyF]

@WantingababyF look at that line looks amazing so hard not to be a poas addict once you see that hint of a line xx

Guys this layout is messing with my head xx

Thats good progression @WantingababyF

@salamander91
Good luck with your scan

@Pink.Rose
Im so so sorry love. I know exactly what you mean. Every minth im like i hope this cycle is the one and i feel like a stuck record. I hope you get a nice surprise tomorrow. Or if u are out i hope the next cycle will finaly be the one.


Cd10 today and got my first flashy smiley and cheapies looking darker so think peak will be vvv soon.
We are just going with the flow and trying not too think of ovulation and ttc. I even didnt know what cd i was on until i was asked and had to go look.
Wish this horrible new format would go back to how it was b4.
Anyone esle hating on it.

Thank you ladies. All I can do is cross my fingers and toes that this is it

 

[Laurabub84]

Thank you Bevzii



So difficult, I lost Tallulah in February at 17 weeks, I had 2 mor early losses before that and a 9 week loss that ended in D&C. So you can imagine how scared I am right now.
Good Luck with your scan, praying your little babe is doing great!



Laurabub, you are right. I know with the boys I had cramping and pulling. I think you just become extra sensitive to every little niggle and twinge. I know you will understand that feeling when you just know something isn't right, but people think your being crazy. I really hope this is not one of those times. I am getting a little more hopeful but I know that is dangerous in my already fragile state. It is the beginning of what will hopefully be a long 9 month road of worry and emotions, but I'll take it all if I get our healthy baby.
I really hope you get your scan, just a little bit of reassurance would go a long way.

I have turned into a POAS addict and I think tonight's test is looking a little better

PS. Sorry if I missed anyone, this layout is so difficult

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It’s awful when you’re not listened to. With your history I would like to think you’ll be monitored closely throughout this pregnancy with extra scans and check up appointments. I would say just trust your instincts and if somethings worrying you badly then insist on being seen. Never worry about being a bother to them because it’s their job at the end of the day to look after pregnant ladies and their babies. I’m certainly not going to be brushed off this time. If I had insisted last time I wouldn’t have gone another 4 weeks knowing something was badly wrong and suffering such awful morning sickness when my baby was no longer alive. It added some anger into my grief because no one listened to me. I never want to go through that again. Just take a day at a time for now hun. I’ve got everything crossed all will go perfectly for you

Thats good progression @WantingababyF

@salamander91
Good luck with your scan

@Pink.Rose
Im so so sorry love. I know exactly what you mean. Every minth im like i hope this cycle is the one and i feel like a stuck record. I hope you get a nice surprise tomorrow. Or if u are out i hope the next cycle will finaly be the one.


Cd10 today and got my first flashy smiley and cheapies looking darker so think peak will be vvv soon.
We are just going with the flow and trying not too think of ovulation and ttc. I even didnt know what cd i was on until i was asked and had to go look.
Wish this horrible new format would go back to how it was b4.
Anyone esle hating on it.

Yay! Sounds like ovulation is close. Everything crossed hun

 

[Suggerhoney]

Well very surprised to see this today.

Static peak smiley and cheapies vvvvv close. Cervix is supper high. Ewcm but not loads.
Already bded this morning for fun not realising these would be peak. And bd again because cervix hight wet and softish.
Will bd tomorrow tomorrow. Cd10 today so ovulation is a little earlier this cycle. Should be sometime tomorrow cd11. Been feeling kind of frisky and a little achey around the left side.
Hope we catch that eggy and its a supper egg

 

[Laurabub84]

Well very surprised to see this today. View attachment 1115515

Static peak smiley and cheapies vvvvv close. Cervix is supper high. Ewcm but not loads.
Already bded this morning for fun not realising these would be peak. And bd again because cervix hight wet and softish.
Will bd tomorrow tomorrow. Cd10 today so ovulation is a little earlier this cycle. Should be sometime tomorrow cd11. Been feeling kind of frisky and a little achey around the left side.
Hope we catch that eggy and its a supper egg

Oh yay!!! Everything crossed for you so hard this cycle

 

[Bevziibubble]

Guys this layout is messing with my head xx

It's really annoying isn't it, I hope it gets sorted soon x

 

[Suggerhoney]

Yay its back to normal at last.
Gosh that was a headache. I hope thats the last we see of that dreadful format.

@Laurabub84
Thank you.
I did more cheapies and they are fainter but pee was very diluted.
Im gonna go with the ones i posted earlier being peak as the femometer test line was a tad darker than the control line.
So glad we bd again when my cervix waa high as now gone dry down there and cervix is lower and firm.
Will see how it is tomorrow and if soft again then will bd again.
But last cycle i only had the soft cervix for 2 hours and that was on peak day but we missed as dh was out when cervix was like that. And by the time he came back it was down low and hard again .
Heres hoping as we caught that more favourable cervix today we have finally finally concieved our little rainbow.
Gonna be a nervous 2ww. Praying for tons of symptoms and a clear bfp at 10dpo no later.
PRAYING so so hard.