Hi Girls got back from holiday yesterday. All is not well. Got there Monday and wednesday started to bleed alot. Went to local hospital in Bulgaria where they transprted me in a 30 yr old dangerous 100mph ambulance to Bourgas private hospital.The driver wore flip flops and was on his mobile phone. There were no seat belts and both myself & DH got threw all over. I was more scared of crashing than losing the baby.
I had a scan and heartbeat was there so had to stay in three days on drips and drugs. Seems the blood was coming from the Sac the baby is in. Nurses were nasty and didnt speak English, room and bed was filthy with blood and food was unedible. (dry bread & sour milk breakfast, bowl if squelchy rice for dinner & tea)no drinks available, no toilet roll or towels) I will never call the UK NHS again, we have one of the best in the world. Although the old Dr was fabulous and couldnt understand WHY with my history my Dr said I could fly. He said through the interprtor change him !
I had to spend the last two days in our apartment laying down. I was scared to fly home but no way was I going back into Bourgas hospital. The flight was supposed to be four hours the maximum I was allowed to fly but then detoured to drop off at Leeds. Five and a half hours later and in a lot of discomfort we landed to then travel home two hours.
Tried to book into UK hospital from abroad - no way I will have to queue in A&E for at least two hour. Decided wanted to go home and will ring the Early Pregnancy Unit this morning. Well Ive got to obviously have scan today. I dont feel like the baby is there anymore
Although I feel sick my tummy seems to have gone flatter. Im desperately hoping baby is still there but with all I have been through this week things are not looking too good now
Im soooo angry with how my life always seems to be for me.
I will update you all later. Alex
