Mowat, yay for AF!! Fx for a nice normal cycle this time!
ttcmoon, glad you had a good time with family. Sounds promising for this IUI! How's the house stuff coming along?
Careful pink, my membranes were swept (unbeknownst to me at the time! at 39 weeks +a few days though) and I went into labor 12 hours later! I believe your cervix needs to be favorable to be able to have it done though. You don't want her to come toooooo early though, she still needs every day in there she can get. Though I understand needing relief from the pain.
flooooooooreeeeennncceeeeee omgoodness! I know you gotta be cautious. But wowwww I hope it's the real thing! I kinda bet it is though. A line is a line! Please keep us posted! (I know you will
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AFM, boob soreness all gone now. Only 7 dpo though so I know it's early. I ate parsley last night, which I've heard can do things. I hesitated about eating it, but it was just a normal amount for food so I figured it was fine. I just have to find something to be paranoid about.
I had a bit of spotting just on my TP again today (TMI: red streaks instead of the scant pinkish brown from I believe 4 dpo). Now at 7 dpo, I want to hope it's IB, but this has happened many times now with bfn after bfn. After this cycle, I think it's time to ask the Dr about this because last time I saw him the spotting was a new thing and I hoped it was just an isolated incident. But it has become the new normal. Anyway, will probably start testing at 10 dpo because I have no self control.
This is going to be horrible and maybe too honest, but sometimes I wonder if this thread isn't good for me.
So many lucky ladies who get their rainbow so quick. End of this month will be exactly a year and a half since my loss.
Really though, I love you all and wish you all healthy babies and all the happiness. Just in my constant ups and downs, today is kind of a down day.
x
Just be around and remember we are always with you.But I hope you get well really soon and get back to TTC again.
I've been doing the optometry thing way longer than the ttc thing, so why on earth my brain defaulted to the "other" meaning of WTT I don't know. Anyway, I guess that's just a small example of what all this ttc does to my brain. 
this journey is never easy for women like us and it's even harder to come on here and read about others getting their BFP's, even though I'm NTNP I felt like taking a break because I felt like I no longer belonged here but then I thought who else will I talk too about my past losses, even though I have my DS, some days I still feel a bit gutted but I do know Everything happens because God allows it but I know how u feel this thread has been going on for awhile and some days I want to take a break from it but y'all gals(Southern accent showing) are too darn awesome and I don't want to miss a BFP announcement even though it's not from me but I'm rooting you all on every chance I get or until this come to an end. It will happen Eyemom in time. That WTT was funny, I do the same thing too whenever I see abbreviations like that anywhere. #addicted to TTC# They maybe need a rehab thread on here bc we're definitely addicts!!
We have to get a whole bunch of BFPs!!