Dawn, that's a lot of mummy-Isaac time! But you'll make it through this, who knows maybe that's just what you two need? GL
left wondering, that sounds mortifying! Wow and strangers can be so judgmental too I wouldn't have any idea what to say. What can ya do, kids are stinkers some times. They're just figuring this world out, we have at least a few decades' experience on them.
Bella, so is that similar to ESL (English as a Second Language) program? Remember that the school district I attended typically had those programs for foreign students. That must be really rewarding! Would love to teach but not sure if I can handle the way other people raise their children sometimes
AMP I'm sure it doesn't help much but I am with you on the insomnia front! Grieving must make it worse. Sorry to hear you're not having an easy time dear. Is there anything you can do to help cheer yourself up? Do you have a pregnancy pillow or even extra pillows to help prop yourself up in a comfy way? Or Tums for heartburn? I get up to pee a lot then can't get comfortable so I only get maybe 2 hours of sleep at a time, and a few light dozes in and out until morning.
Also what a lovely scan image of your little boy. You'll be meeting him soon!
Mama Bat, oooh you are getting so close!! Are you excited or what?
AFM: just a wreck emotionally. Fighting, crying, but no sleeping, even with a sleep aid. Boo
has to be one of the most fun aspects of preparing for a new baby! I separated the 0-3 neutral things we have from the masses of girls clothes and along with what I've bought just for this baby we have a good amount, more than I expected tbh. if its another girl we genuinely won't need to buy a thing but I would still get a few new things in each size just so they have some clothes bought just for them 
lack of sleep makes everything else seem much worse too I find, hope you get some relief soon!
: no matter what position I'm in it sucks sleeping? Forget it
