Kelly I'm so sorry you are just dealing with so much!

you know that whatever you go through it'll be all worth it when that beautiful baby is in your arms. It is scary to deal with but think how far you've come.

if you end up taking insulin, it'll come like second nature after a while... I remember feeling like that too with dd1. I truly hope you stay strong. And girl it's okay to cry and cry... Let it out because then you can release your built up stress. Please talk to us or someone if you keep feeling depressed. We want all of us to be okay in may



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Amanda that is pretty interesting. You know that show I didn't know I was pregnant? I think they said that a lot of those women have anterior placentas and why they never felt the baby. It's so hard to believe though that some women really don't know. I can't imagine that ever happening to me lol
Court how are things with the fam?
AFM- my appt was good. Cervix still closed whew! And baby HB in 160s. Couldn't find HB with Doppler so needed an ultrasound... It was weird because of how far along I am but I'm glad everything was fine. My baby runs from the Doppler apparently becuz she said she could hear the baby moving around when she tried to find the HB. Oh and on the ultrasound the baby was moving trying to get away again lol it was so cute.
Doc said I have a low lying placenta so to be on pelvic rest and to make sure they check my cervix and placenta again on jan3rd my scan day. Blood pressure was high, but it makes sense becuz of this being stressful month for me. Hopefully this isn't turning into pre eclampsia again but all and all I am happy about my appt today. Can't wait for next one in three weeks. I know we will make it to 20 weeks and then 24!

Hope everyone else is doing good