ProfWife: I hate to hear that about another death in your school family. That's very sad. And I know with AF here, that doesn't help at all.
Kalush: Congrats on the perfect double lines! Woohoo!
AFM: AF is here. She came in very quietly, but now she's here with a vengeance. I'm not upset about it, but I can't lie about the fact that I got my hopes up a little bit. But hey, it will be okay. Work is stressful, as we are being eyed by the state this year for our State Assessments in April. I'm trying to hold it together, teach the best I can, and still try to be a mom when I come home. It's hard, though. My heart is saying, "I wish I was pregnant because that would add extra joy in my life," but my head is saying, "You can barely handle what you do now!" It seems like I go nonstop all day at school, and then come home, cook, dishes, clean up, homework, piano practice, schoolwork, sleep (I don't sleep well at all), then repeat. It's probably my period talking, but I'm getting pretty worn out! Plus, I was absent Monday because of that stupid stomach bug and still don't feel right. Grrrr! Pity party, I know, but I'm dreading tomorrow's work load like the plague. I love teaching, but I hate all of the other "stuff" that is thrown at me. I can see why teacher burn out, especially in a Title 1 school, is very common. This is my 4th year, and I'm about ready to move on. People tell me to ride it out, it will get better, but idk. I'm going to try to transfer to another school this year, but I'm hanging by a thread right now. Again, I know, AF makes everything 10 times worse. I'm just venting, though. I thank you for reading this if you had the energy
