MAY we all be blessed with baby! May 2013 and beyond (BFFs Seeking BFPs)

[Lazydaisys]

I tested today.. Not sure how many dpo as messed up my ovulation testing but due to have AF in about 4 days. Bfn!!!

I've squinted, I've held the test up to the light and I've tried to persuade myself that there's a second line. There isn't.

Got AF cramps that I've persuaded and imagined are a little baby getting comfy inside. I squeezed my boobs so they actually hurt for real now. I've told myself my pmt bad mood is pregnancy hormones kicking in.

I'm dreaming about getting pregnant,I'm becoming obsessed.

Silver lining- I bought a lovely car with my saved baby money. I get my nails done regularly telling myself I'd be spending that amount on nappies. I've booked and been on two consolation 'never mind lets go holidays' Bought myself a very expensive new dress hoping it will be Sod's law I will get a baby bump and not get much chance to wear it. I've painted and done up the house. Had new underwear for baby making.

This month I have a some lovely alcohol supplies. Running out of silver linings I think.

Checked the test again. Bfn x

 

[burgbrandy]

My silver linings cant revolve around alcohol as im a recovering alcoholic and in AA...so my bfn positives are usually something like tattoos and piercings that are forbidden while pregnant. and i order opks and hpts in bulk hoping that i wont need them. We spend our saved baby money on taking the kids camping and fishing, and on hunting and shooting supplies. We have a company picnic at cedar point at the end of june, so if i get bfns, i can look foward to rollar coasters.

 

[Lazydaisys]

Probably not a good idea for me to start having tattoos whilst I'm acting like a loon. Who knows what I could end up with!!! I like the rollercoaster idea x

 

[allforthegirl]

I love the peircing and tattoo thing. I actually finished my large tattoo on my side while WTT after my loss, so that was awesome. I have tons more that I want, but not the money to do it!!

 

[burgbrandy]

I also got a large side tat a few months ago. The serenity prayer that goes from my bra line to my hip. Cant wait to see what that will look like with a bump!! All my pics while pregnant will be taken from that side. Lol! I got a rose with a tribal on my calf last month. I have 6 total now. Hubby has 17!! We save money here and there for them. Won't be getting any more until after summer because I don't want to skip swimming cuz of a new tat. All of mine have personal meaning. There are so addicting!

 

[J_Lynn]

I just went and got a new tattoo last Saturday - it's my birth flower, my dads birth flower, and my moms birth flower (Chrysanthemum, Primrose, and Daffodil) on the back of my neck. That's #7 for me. I think I am done now - I will wait until I have a child, and then get a tattoo for them ... but until then, I am done. I love them though - they're so addicting!!!

 

[RaeChay]

My positives: more $ in savings each month with a bfn. Boozing. Vegas. Lululemon shopping trips. Plan to get myself some diamond earrings if I go 12 months with bfn's. LOTS of fun sex, which makes hubby super happy (and has a funny effect of him waiting on me hand and foot it feels like!). Sure I could come up with more if needed

 

[allforthegirl]

Would love to see your serenity tat!! I have a hip to rib cage tribal fairy with her wings wrapping around almost to my spine!! I have four lady bugs on the top of my foot for my boys! My first was a butterfly after I left the nest. Then when I had a Lap surgery the scar was right beside my butterfly so I had a lilly to cover it, you can't even see the scar. I also have kanji saying pure of heart on my wrist.


Update: I just found snotty CM!! Never thought I would be excited to see that but I am, found that on about 7DPO with my BFP cycle!!

 

[burgbrandy]

Ill post a pic of my serenity tat when i get home!

 

[Lazydaisys]

Is snotty cm good??? How am I to obsess when I'm not even sure what I'm looking for???!! I have googled signs. Mines snotty and watery at the same time if thats possible? Sorry tmi.

This tww is torturous!! Ill be glad when this its over it seems to be much harder for me this month as I'm hoping to avoid a tube dye test next month if I get bfp I won't have to go.

Ladybird tattoos sound cute. I don't have any tattoos as I'm too much of a wimp but I do like them. Looking forward to seeing serenity pic also x

 

[nikkilucky77]

Dannixo-Don't give up! You aren't a failure...our bodies are just so complicated and it just wasn't the month for you. It WILL happen for you!

 

[nikkilucky77]

Is snotty cm good??? How am I to obsess when I'm not even sure what I'm looking for???!! I have googled signs. Mines snotty and watery at the same time if thats possible? Sorry tmi.

This tww is torturous!! Ill be glad when this its over it seems to be much harder for me this month as I'm hoping to avoid a tube dye test next month if I get bfp I won't have to go.

Ladybird tattoos sound cute. I don't have any tattoos as I'm too much of a wimp but I do like them. Looking forward to seeing serenity pic also x

Tattoos aren't that bad!! I was super nervous but it's more an irritating feeling..start small . I only have 4 but definitely want more!

 

[FrancoRie710]

This tww is torturous!! Ill be glad when this its over it seems to be much harder for me this month as I'm hoping to avoid a tube dye test next month if I get bfp I won't have to go.

If you mean an HSG, I was SUPER nervous about it too, and I don't usually get nervous about medical procedures. It was painful but nothing like the women on some threads described. I was able to breathe through it and it was over in 30 seconds. Of course you would rather have a bfp (wouldn't we all!) but I hope I can ease your mind if you do have to get the HSG.

 

[burgbrandy]

Here ya go ladies my serenity tattoo! Ignore the stretch marks. Lol! Besides my rose/tribal, i have my daughters name on my wrist, chinese symbol of strength on my hand, hubby's initials and our anniversary date on my neck, and my name on my chest. (need that one covered. Lol.)

 

[Dannixo]

Well the witch flew in so I'm out. Good luck to those still waiting to test.

 

[MamaBear93]

Af is due for me on the 31st! I am having a hard time trying to convince myself to wait until then to test I have one week left and I'm going nuts!!!

 

[chulie]

Burgbrandy- I absolutely LOVE that tattoo!!!!!! Amazing!!!

Dannixo.....oh girl....so friggen sorry....

 

[ProfWife]

Out.

 

[burgbrandy]

So sorry ladies! Just remember theres always a new cycle! Fingers crossed for a june bfp!

 

[allforthegirl]

Oh my that is very beautiful Tattoo!

As for all the ladies that the caught up to GL for next cycle!!