I don't have any lumps that I can feel in my left breast, but it started this morning and got progressively worse throughout the day. It started with an engorgement type pain that progressed into a burning and throbbing pain. I was getting a letdown every 20-30 minutes that felt like a charlie horse or a contraction. I couldn't even breathe through it. I was screaming through the 15 seconds and I was crying. I held it all the way home from Zoe's appointment and got a ticket for wearing my seatbelt improperly.
It was 23 degrees outside with humidity, and I forced my husband to leave the windows up and the air conditioning off because I was shivering so badly that I was begging for the heat to be on. Throw in a massive migraine, skewed vision, nausea, extremely fatigured to the point that you don't even have any energy to, not only keep your eyes open weak left arm that takes all my energy, which isn't much, to lift halfway and my first fever in 13 years (38.6) and you've got double mastitis.
I took a bath and I was so cold that the water was as hot as it could go and I was still shivering. The heat did relieve some of the pain but as soon as I stepped out, it was back to full-blown agony and shivering.
I took some Motrin (Ibuprofen), an anti-inflammatory, and pumped to relieve the pain and engorgement and the medicine has kicked in now and I feel slightly better, but man, this friggin sucks. My midwife called in a new antibiotic for me, which my husband is going to pick up soon, and I'm on strict bedrest for the next 48 hours. I'm only allowed to get up to eat and to use the bathroom and heat Anberlin's bottles. She advises not to be up for longer than 10 minutes at a time and to pump, pump, pump until I'm done the antibiotics (or nurse, nurse, nurse, but given the weak suck and cracked nipples, I'm choosing to pump every 3 hours. If there's no improvement after 48 hours, I may be hospitalized for IV antibiotics.
Speaking of Zoe's appointment, we took her to see the ear, nose and throat specialist today and Zoe's tonsils and adenoids have grown significantly since February (her head has not) and are obstructing her airways even more. Zoe will be undergoing a tonsilectomy and adenoidectomy between September and November and will be staying overnight because of her condition. I'm scared as hell, but I know everything will be okay.