Aimze: Grow follicles, grow! I am super excited for you. I know this is going to be your month. Every time I go to the dr to give blood I see the ultrasound tech who told me the bad news and even though she is super sweet, I really could do without seeing her ever again. All I remember is how long she was taking and not saying anything and she wouldn't turn on the monitor and it still makes me mad. My old doctor (in Vegas) did all the ultrasounds herself and had the monitor on for me to see the whole time. All that waiting and not knowing makes me anxious like it will always be bad news. Hopefully you can attach some new, good memories to your tech. And in answer to your question, yest I am so happy to have reached the AF milestone. Instead of seeing on FF how many days it has been since my MC, now I can count individual cycles, each one leading me closer to TTC and hopefully BFP.
Vicki: Have you called your dr about your long cycle? I was put on Provera once to jumpstart my period and I think it helped my cycles overall. Haven't been on it since before my dd, but my period hadn't shown up in like three months and I needed something. My regular cycle is still a bit longer than most at around 33 days (ovulation around day 20-23) and I wish I could have a normal 28 day cycle. Is that so much to ask?
Rach: Sorry to hear that you are feeling down and that your period seems to have no end. I don't know what to suggest, but if you are feeling down make sure you talk to someone as sometimes we just need a bit of help. Hugs to you!
AFM: This period has been way heavier than I expected and a sort of orange color. Odd. I'm just glad it is hear and happy to be working on a new cycle. DH and I talked last night about when we want to TTC again. I think I will wait two more cycles until we start, so that is Mid-April if I have my usual length cycles. He also said if we have another MC that we should look into adoption. That sort of makes me sad as I do want another biological child. I think adoption would be great too, but even that isn't an easy or quick process. I suppose the talk has made me angry all over again that we couldn't conceive a "regular" child this last time. It all just seems like a cruel joke. Oh, well, I must stay positive as there is nothing I can do about the past and I certainly hope that the future will be much brighter.
I really hope a bfp or af shows soon!!!you just want to know where in your cycle you are!! X
