Hello Ladies, I am
this morning. I am so right on schedule that since I was 3 days late, I assumed egg was fertilized but didn't stick. Just spoke with Hubby and he is almost glad that it didn't stick because he said his job situation is not looking to good as we speak and that we may move back to Ft Lauderdale, FL.
He said to hold off which hurts me even more because I was getting my hopes up for another little one in the house. I just called Dr to ask for Birth Control.I am definately going to get
tonight. This is almost as depressing as my ectopic. I am going to go for the moment. I am going to short out this computer with all my waterworks.
Aw hun! So sorry about this round for you! Enjoy your drinks tonight.
As for having to wait to have another bub because of his job and having to move, it may not be such a bad thing hun. New house, new start, new cycle, new baby, new year! (Forgive me if I'm not helping you any) Sometimes a fresh start at everything, jump starts our minds and bodies into doing what they need to do, at least that's what I believe! In my own personal journey, 2009 was a very cursed year for us. Between me ending up in the hospital, losing my job, and having my truck reposed (which I have back!) things were very very bad here and it was most definitely not a good time to have a baby!
2010 brings me renewed faith. My truck will not get reposed ever again thanks to my DH getting the loan switched to his bank, my health is getting better and I'm going to take a more proactive approach to my own medical care and NOT put off going to the Dr when I get sick like I did last year. My $12,000 hospital stay ($1200 after insurance) could have been avoided by a $25 clinic visit and a $4 prescription! Can we say BULLHEADED! The job situation is not any better but it will get better. I can still work part time for a friend of ours and I know that eventually I will find a good job. I may even go back to school!
This is the year I can start everything over. I'm rebooting my life in a way and I hope with all the new changes for all of us that we all get BFP's when the time is right!
I've been noticing little changes today, not that I think they are going to amount to much. I'm pretty relaxed about this cycle even though I'm on cycle 31. I know I will get pregnant eventually and I'm reminding myself now that if I don't get pregnant within the next few cycles it's not the end of the world and I can enjoy what I have now. I think the word is affirmations?
Anyway, as for the changes, my CM has gotten really thick and I had to pee really super bad after waking. It's too early for me to symptom spot and I really hate doing that but I'm ready for whatever this cycle does or does not bring.
Best wishes today!