i have replied and deleted my thread to you 3 times now.... i think that just shows that there really are no words that i can say that will help you to feel better, you must be so strong, to not only go through this, but to tell your story.... my baby was in neonatal for 4 days, and that was hard enough for me to bear...
My thoughts are with you, and I will say a little prayer for your angels this evening x x x