i was just coming to post in here
went to college Thursday, my teacher auto picked up on how i was feeling and took me aside, i explained everything to her and she then said that i was blocking my reiki, thats wehat the rash was, heat was building up insde me and causeing me to come out in heat rash, she told me to let go of my emotions, that i was still holding them in, so i told myself to do it then praticed reiki on a class mate, i felt the reiki right away! and everyone said how hot my hands were, then my treacher went on to say that i was the most powerful in the class, and that i have to do my reiki 2 as soon as possible, it doesnt start in college till sep, as the spril class is full, but shes squeezed me in it so i dont have to wait.
Since letting my emotions go, i have been been the bitch from hell, angry, bitter, snappy, just plain horrid! but i do have 16 years worth to get rid off, poor Jase is taking it all, yesterday i threw a pen at his head while he was driving! lol not good but i couldnt help it, its like my anger is taking over me and doing things that i wouldnt normaly do.
And the best thing is, no more rash!!! so it defo was the Reiki.
After my 21 days, all anger should be gone, so im looking forward to that.
xx