My Reiki 21 day Detox

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  1. Layla

    Layla Well-Known Member

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    ok cool, i will do one :D

    Reiki is on a Wednesday from now on, not a Thursday

    First one is tomorrow, and the attunment is next week!

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  2. Tam

    Tam Mum of 2 - PG with No.3

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    Ohhhh Good, glad you will be keeping another diary.......this is ace to read!

    Good luck tonight babe! :hugs: x
     
  3. Layla

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    Reiki 2 attunment tomorrow!!!

    i prob wont be on tomorrow tho, the funeral is in the morning then i have to rush back from Reading to get to college on time. by the time the attument is over i will prob be shattered, so i will post how it went on Thursday and start my detox from there

    xx
     
  4. Layla

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    Attunment!!

    We sat in a darkend quiet room, same as last time and go through the same process.

    This time, i saw bright briliant white light beaming down on me, it was so sereal! it was like a ray of sunlight glittering all over me but it was the brightest silvery white i have ever seen, at teh top of the light was siloettes of people, must have been at least 10, i couldnt see who there were but i think they were spirit. then the light stopped and everything went black.

    After the attunment my teacher pulled me aside and tells me she had to step back while attuming me coz the light was to bright for her!

    As soon as it was over i felt great, still do :)

    Itching has started already tho :( hopeing it doesnt get as bad as last time.

    My 21 day detox has started! :D

    xx
     
  5. ablaze

    ablaze lucky mum of one of each!

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    good luck!!!
     
  6. Layla

    Layla Well-Known Member

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    Day 1

    To be honest, nothing much has happend, the itching stopped whcih is good.

    Im shatterd today, had to drag myself out of bed this morning and i feel sick, but i think thats the pregnancy, not teh Reiki.

    So other than that i feel fine, i have a feeling i got all my emotional issues out in my first attunment, so this one should be ok

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  7. Layla

    Layla Well-Known Member

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    Sorry guys, nothing to report atall.

    Feel great emotionaly, nothing is coming out so im guess i cleared it all in my first attunment, Our teacher said that level 2 attunment works on a deeper level to clear out deep rooted emotions so i guess i dont have any, im shallow lol

    xx
     
  8. Layla

    Layla Well-Known Member

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    not sure what day this is on the detox, i havent been keeping count.

    I have lost all faith and belife in everything, im not sad/upset or anything, still feel great, but the events over the month have made me question things and last night it all came to a head.

    this might not make to much sence, im trying to type it as it is in my head lol

    with Reiki, i dont belive in it atall anymore, here are my reasons why.

    your hands get very hot when doing reiki, but on the human body there are 2 heat outlets, your head and your feet, with a reiki treatment, you start at teh head, so if you put your hands on someones head(heat outlet) for 5 mins, then your hands will get hot, then as you move your hands down to the next position, the person your woeking on will notice they are hot, but i dont belive its the reiki energy, i belive its coz you have had your hands on that persons heat outlet for 5 mins.

    Also, we did something called beaming last night, where you hold your hands out about chest level and send the energy over the other side of the room to a person, everyone said they could feel it working coz there hands were tingling, but my thought was, your hands are in teh air, the blood is rushing away from your hands, of course they will tingle, its nothing to do with reiki.

    and the last thing on reiki, you can send absent healing, whcih means you can send healing to someone miles away but you must have there permission, then you set up a time and a place. well to me, if your telling someone, i will send you healing tonight at such an such time, then they will be looking out for it and there senses will be hightend to feel things that arnt really there.
    Reiki healing? no, i think you have place the power of thought and sugestion in to there head so they are then wnating and looking for something thats not there.

    Now on to the spirit side of things,

    I really dont want to stop belive in this, its my faith but i dont feel i have enough proof or answers to carry on suporting it. I want to belive so much that i spoke to my mum, but without defenit proof, i cant, i personaly think, the mind is a very powerful thing and if you belive hard enough you can think you are speaking/seeing things that dont exsit.

    people say they see spirit with there real eyes and see things move etc, i dont, so untill i do, i cant belive in it anymore, whcih is a bit upsetting coz i belived in it so strongly.

    So anyone who has had readings from me, and are still waiting for things ive said to pan out, please ignore them.

    thanks

    xx
     
  9. ablaze

    ablaze lucky mum of one of each!

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    read this about 3 times and tryin 2 decide how 2 reply!!!first of all i think u need a :hugs: and 2ndly my readings from you have been fab! and its liek u say, free will can cause things to happen/not happen, so readings need 2 b taken witha pinch of salt, personally im not sure if i believe in alternative healing but id def like to!!! my um swear by them lol!!! hope ur ok hun xxx
     
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    Layla .. not sure what to say really .. just want to give you hugs :hugs:

    Hope you are ok :hugs:
     
  11. Layla

    Layla Well-Known Member

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    its ok, im not upset or anything, im thinking very clearly (or so i think) lol so no need for hugs, altho they are nice, thanks :D

    xx
     
  12. ablaze

    ablaze lucky mum of one of each!

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    lol thinking is a bad thing :rofl: it frazzles ur brain ;) so u gunna carry on?



    :hugs: there gr8 eh xx
     
  13. Layla

    Layla Well-Known Member

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    im in two minds, i think i should just in case i get my faith back, then i can practice Reiki, also coz its £50 a hour?! lol my teacher said you dont have to belive in order to do it, but i think i would feel bad chargeing for a servis i dont belive in.

    But on the other hand, if i quit, then im just giving in to my feelings instead of fighting them, so i have no idea what to do at the mo lol

    xx
     
  14. ablaze

    ablaze lucky mum of one of each!

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    id stick at it hun after all.... £50 is £50 ;) let us know what you decide tho :D
     
  15. Layla

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    Will do :D

    xx
     
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    Layla Well-Known Member

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    update

    still dont belive in it, i think its a load of crap and a con of someones money, i have spent all day doing course work for my course, ive had to design and print a leaflet, consultation sheets, client feedback sheets, and treatment logs.
    Its taken me ages and im not mind scrambled! alot of bloody work for something i dont belive in lol but i refuse to quit!

    xx
     
  17. Trinity

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    Good for you Layla for not quitting :hugs:
     
  18. Layla

    Layla Well-Known Member

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    oh dear, its started lol...

    Im not going to college tonight, im not feeling that great so i know i wont be able to sit there and pretend i belive in it all

    x
     
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    I've seen it work on animals though, now they can't tell you if something is working or not but it shows in otherways. i.e there is no placebo effect.
     
  20. Layla

    Layla Well-Known Member

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    Jase has convinced me to go in for an hour just to hand in all my paper work and show my face.

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