My ticker

[Zarababy1]

Made me cry this morning
All of a sudden i have a whole diffrent out look on beeing pregnant!
Now i dont find my self looking at my ticker willing it too move, and i dont feel as positive about beeing pregnant as i did before, i feel like none of the silly little things matter anymore and all that matters is my baby is healthy at the end of it all i feel selfish but hummmmm, i dont even know!! on friday i was just telling amy how my ticker was going too say somthing new soon and i got all exited! now i'v even moved up a box and it all just feels scarey

 

[Waiting4Bump]

Oh hun, I don't know what to say, but I can't imagine how hard it is for you right now. Thinking of you all xxxx

 

[Jelly_Tot]

awww hun i can't imagine what you are going threw just now with amy loosing her little angel && you at the height of your hormones and emotions!

I am sure amy would still want you too be excited about your bub && happy

Lots of hugs hun your a strong gurly!

I admire you so much for everything you have done && will do for amy your amazing!

xxx

 

[AnnaBanana9]

 

[alice&bump]

oh hun i've found myself feeling diferently about my pregnancy too, i used to just take it all for granted and now i raelly realise how special it is i suppose. i've been scared all the way thru this one - with katie there was no scaredness, but having a friend lose a baby at 30+ weeks who was due 2 weeks after katie, and now with amy, i just get so scared. i know it must be worse for you tho - i really cant imagine what its like for you our harvey nics silver service will cheer us up tho, when you find out its twins xxxx

 

[FEDup1981]

xxx

 

[Zarababy1]

oh hun i've found myself feeling diferently about my pregnancy too, i used to just take it all for granted and now i raelly realise how special it is i suppose. i've been scared all the way thru this one - with katie there was no scaredness, but having a friend lose a baby at 30+ weeks who was due 2 weeks after katie, and now with amy, i just get so scared. i know it must be worse for you tho - i really cant imagine what its like for you our harvey nics silver service will cheer us up tho, when you find out its twins xxxx

noooo im not having twins!!!!

 

[Tezzy]

huge hugs to you zara, stay strong xxx

 

[alice&bump]

i was gona comment in the thread about the digital tests, but didnt want to threadjack (not that i'm not doing htat now, but you know!) 1-2 weeks on a digi at 7dpo...must have been a lot of hrmones there!! Hope you're ok hunny xx

 

[Zarababy1]

i was gona comment in the thread about the digital tests, but didnt want to threadjack (not that i'm not doing htat now, but you know!) 1-2 weeks on a digi at 7dpo...must have been a lot of hrmones there!! Hope you're ok hunny xx

Hahaha yeah well i didnt even know i was 7dpo at the time! maybe i just have more hormones than a normal person im feeling a bit better yeah, trying to find the right time to raise with chris that i would like to go for a private scan ......

 

[alice&bump]

i'm sure he'll understand hun! i know if i were in your shoes i'd want to do it too. maybe tell him its an extra fathers day present for him...but he has to pay make sure you look after yourself hun, you need to eat and drink and sleep properly if you can xxxx

 

[Zarababy1]

pffft i asked him he said no i need to stop worrying and wait for 5 more weeks! niccceeee, my mw is really really good tho so i think i might just phone her and ask for one and she'll probably book me right in!

 

[alice&bump]

yea i reckon she will! she does sound fab from the things you've said! men eh?! all the same!!

 

[Zarababy1]

yep! i can understand tho really £100 is alot of mone wen im gettin one in 5 weeks anyway! bless him