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Kerry!
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ARRRGGHH!!!
Getting really annoyed with myself... what with the day Ive just had.... I really thought bingeing was behind me but I now think not!!
I put on 5 stone when I was pregnant... and was carrying an extra 18lb or so than I was in Summer 06 (my aim weight)!!
I lost about a stone and half on my own (with baby) after i had courtney! I then began to struggle and joined Slimming World.. I weighed in ar 17 stone 2lbs on 4th November
wk1- -7lb
wk2- -0.5lb
wk3- -1.5lb
wk4- +1.5lb
wk5- - 4lb
wk6- -2lblb
wk7- -1lb (super happy my 1 stone sticker just before xmas)
wk8- +3lb (expected it as it had been xmas week)
wk9- -2lb
wk10- +2.5 (very upset with myself)
wk11- -2lb
wk12- -1.5 finally back to pre xmas weight
wk13- -3lb
wk14- -0lb
wk15- +3lb
wk16- -4lb
I am getting there but some weeks I am really not motivated and just feel so PISSED (sorry) off with myself I could cry!! I know 2 and a half stone is good.... but I have 3 and a half stone to go... and I wont be happy till I get there!! I just do not feel like me at this size!!
Me at my biggest-
https://i286.photobucket.com/albums/ll109/lufcrule08/2weeks5daysafterbirth.jpg
Me at my smallest-
https://i286.photobucket.com/albums/ll109/lufcrule08/n639300117_1337322_4909-1.jpg
Me most recently-
https://i286.photobucket.com/albums/ll109/lufcrule08/snowday5thfeb55-1.jpg
Im continuing going to SW meetings as being weighed by someone else is definatly motivation but Im going to try a different take on it and go back to basics... I counted calories when I got to my smallest and I was so disciplined and dont remember feeling down or depressed about not having foods that I liked...!!
Please give me some encouragement or any advice that you may have??
Im going to spain in 6 weeks... Im not expecting the life of me to get back into a bikini but I refuse to buy anything bigger than a 14-16..!!
Im so disappointed with myself!!
Getting really annoyed with myself... what with the day Ive just had.... I really thought bingeing was behind me but I now think not!!
I put on 5 stone when I was pregnant... and was carrying an extra 18lb or so than I was in Summer 06 (my aim weight)!!
I lost about a stone and half on my own (with baby) after i had courtney! I then began to struggle and joined Slimming World.. I weighed in ar 17 stone 2lbs on 4th November
wk1- -7lb
wk2- -0.5lb
wk3- -1.5lb
wk4- +1.5lb
wk5- - 4lb
wk6- -2lblb
wk7- -1lb (super happy my 1 stone sticker just before xmas)
wk8- +3lb (expected it as it had been xmas week)
wk9- -2lb
wk10- +2.5 (very upset with myself)
wk11- -2lb
wk12- -1.5 finally back to pre xmas weight
wk13- -3lb
wk14- -0lb
wk15- +3lb
wk16- -4lb
I am getting there but some weeks I am really not motivated and just feel so PISSED (sorry) off with myself I could cry!! I know 2 and a half stone is good.... but I have 3 and a half stone to go... and I wont be happy till I get there!! I just do not feel like me at this size!!
Me at my biggest-
https://i286.photobucket.com/albums/ll109/lufcrule08/2weeks5daysafterbirth.jpg
Me at my smallest-
https://i286.photobucket.com/albums/ll109/lufcrule08/n639300117_1337322_4909-1.jpg
Me most recently-
https://i286.photobucket.com/albums/ll109/lufcrule08/snowday5thfeb55-1.jpg
Im continuing going to SW meetings as being weighed by someone else is definatly motivation but Im going to try a different take on it and go back to basics... I counted calories when I got to my smallest and I was so disciplined and dont remember feeling down or depressed about not having foods that I liked...!!
Please give me some encouragement or any advice that you may have??
Im going to spain in 6 weeks... Im not expecting the life of me to get back into a bikini but I refuse to buy anything bigger than a 14-16..!!
Im so disappointed with myself!!