redberry3
Love My Little Peek <3
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hey ladies!
well I have reached an all time low for self esteem today. I am not sure what is going on but I feel like absolute crap....
I am usually the queen of positivity and today am having a really tough time....
My belly seems to be growing at a very slow pace, and some days I feel less preggers than others. I end up feeling just fat and not so pregnant.
I went to the store yesterday to buy another pair of black mat pants because my other ones were getting small in the belly area...the waist band was digging into my belly...everywhere else fit. I ended up buying an XXL......from a LG...XXL!?!?!?!?
Then my best friend and I are starting an aquasize class on the 30th and looking at my legs, I feel like I am the last person on earth who should be wearing a bathing suit....
sorry....I hate to have a pity party, but thought you would know how to deal....
well I have reached an all time low for self esteem today. I am not sure what is going on but I feel like absolute crap....
I am usually the queen of positivity and today am having a really tough time....
My belly seems to be growing at a very slow pace, and some days I feel less preggers than others. I end up feeling just fat and not so pregnant.
I went to the store yesterday to buy another pair of black mat pants because my other ones were getting small in the belly area...the waist band was digging into my belly...everywhere else fit. I ended up buying an XXL......from a LG...XXL!?!?!?!?
Then my best friend and I are starting an aquasize class on the 30th and looking at my legs, I feel like I am the last person on earth who should be wearing a bathing suit....
sorry....I hate to have a pity party, but thought you would know how to deal....