I'm feeling all right, just scared about my next scan -- I keep thinking what if I dont get good news? I have the scan one week from tomorrow. I keep reading things online about mc and mmc (it seems like it happens to everybody), and I feel like I have been so scared since I had the spotting and lower back pain last week, since those are symptoms of mmc... This week needs to go by fast, so that I can just get to that scan...
TL - You've got to stay away from all that scary online stuff about MCs, TL!
It'll drive you cdrazy and make you think MCs are happening to everybody when in fact a healthy pregnancy is the norm! Please honey, save yourself the misery... being PG is tough enough without adding extra worry to it.
Besides... like me, you took a long time to get PG. When DH and I got our first scan our Dr. told us we "made a good one." Sounds simple enough, but it made us feel just great. It also made me think that maybe it took us so long because we had some early MCs before a BFP would even show and that my body never settled with a BFP until it had a good, strong implanted little seed. Might sound silly, but it made me feel really confident. I hope you can find a way to feel a bit more confident and a bit less anxious too.
And with any luck the next week will fly and you'll be at your next scan before you know it, weeping about seeing your amazing little one and hearing that everything's just fine.