Hi all, sorry I've not been around, lots going on. I have not had a chance to catch up on posts, so I hope I missed a boat load of BFP announcements
(I'm copying and pasting this from a post in another thread, running out of time to type so figured that was the easiest way)
I may not be around much over the next few weeks. My grandfather is quite ill in the hospital so I'll be popping over there to visit often.
The witch got me today as expected (I knew several days ago that this wasn't the month) but it was a bit of a blow along with the bad news about my grandfather. When it rains it pours it seems.
I'll be taking another round of 50mg clomid cd 5-9 and hope that it gets egg and lining where they need to be. I'm probably going to try Robitussin to help with ewcm as I was severely lacking last cycle.
I stopped the b50 vitamin a few weeks back to see if that was potentially delaying my ovulation. I'm a bit worried as I did spot 1 day before AF, but I've decided to see how this cycle plays out then determine if I should go back on it.
I think now that I know there is no chance for a 2010 baby that it's taken some of the pressure off of me. There's a big difference (mentally) between a Dec 2010 and Jan 2011 baby, but not so much between a Jan and Mar baby.
Also a bit stung that I never gave grandpa a great grandchild that he so wanted, but I know I can't dwell on that. It wasn't my fault and you can't change the past, just having a bit of a pitty party today.
Hang in there girls and I'm very sorry to be kind of a downer today but I know you all understand.
Those with grandparents still alive, please give them an extra hug and kiss for me
Edited to add: I think I'm going to give temping vaginally a go this cycle. I've been having issues with my temps lately and thought what the heck. Will involve a bit more washing of the thermometer (sorry TMI!), but it's all good in the name of ttc