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So... (Warning, lots of f bombs dropped).
I got super frustrated last week. Weighed in on Thursday and was UP a pound and a half. Made me so angry. Here I am, eating healthy and low carb 95% of the time, make an effort to get at least 10500 steps each day (but average of 16000 steps each day...that's over 6 miles, and at least an hour on the treadmill each day), drink plenty of water, and NONE of that fucking matters. But take one night and have beer and nachos, and THAT is what shows on the scale. Yes, I know bloating and so on but I weighed in 36 hours later and you'd think all the healthy stuff I did would at least have neutralized the indulgence but no. Fuck fuck fuck. Not fucking working.
Then I felt sorry for myself and decided that since nothing I did mattered anyway I would just eat what I wanted. Didn't go super overboard but Chinese food on Saturday night, and yesterday was my son's birthday so chips and cupcakes.
Have gotten ahold of myself today and realized that I was being stupid. I am sure not going to get results if I don't watch what I eat.
However, I am suspecting that I won't achieve any real weight loss until I stop breastfeeding my son, and until I manage to get more sleep. He (and by extension, me) wakes every night still. I don't feed him anymore at night but he needs his soother put in or his blanket pulled up. He is 2 now, so I think it is time to cut him off.
I can sympathise I started the week at 160 and ended it at 160 and did nothing different from any other week except I went out for lunch when at work and ate pasta.
I always gain if I drink - I usually spend the week eating well and then a couple of glasses of wine puts a pound or two o I spend the rest of the week losing til it starts again.
Still breastfeeding too and feel the same!