Hi ladies. Had a pretty rough weekend. Went to visit my mom and grandparents. My grandmother is not doing well. Her dementia is getting progressively worse. It is so hard to see her like this. My mom is having a rough time dealing with it as well (as can be expected). I wanted to talk to my mother about my fears about infertility, but I couldn't bring it up. I really want to talk to my mom, but I can't because she is so upset. And that makes me upset.
Also, we got a notice from the insurance company. Seems that the surgery center where dh had his surgery is out of network. So now it appears we owe $5000 for dh's surgery.

If we would have known this in advance, we would have skipped the surgery and put the money towards ivf.
Plus dh appears to be pretty sick. He slept from 7pm last night until 1:30 this afternoon. He has a fever of 101. So after all this medical drama he's gone through, now he's finally better from that and now he's sick.
It feels like everything is falling apart in my life right now. I honestly don't know how much more I can take. I just feel lost right now.
I'm sorry to be such a downer. I just feel like you ladies are the only ones I can talk to.
I hope all of you are doing well.