lian_83
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It took me 5 years of LTTC and heaps (and heaps...) of heartaches to conceive this baby. It's a miracle I even got pregnant.
So, I'm really ok whether baby will be a boy or girl.. Or am?
I feel so guilty. It seems like a horrible thing to wish for one gender over another. Besides, it's my first baby, unlike for some who's on their 2nd, 3rd, 4th.. and getting disappointed each time. But somehow, I feel that if this one turns out to be not the gender I like, I don't know if I ever wanna try for #2 or #3.
I really, really feel horrible writing this.
So, I'm really ok whether baby will be a boy or girl.. Or am?
I feel so guilty. It seems like a horrible thing to wish for one gender over another. Besides, it's my first baby, unlike for some who's on their 2nd, 3rd, 4th.. and getting disappointed each time. But somehow, I feel that if this one turns out to be not the gender I like, I don't know if I ever wanna try for #2 or #3.
I really, really feel horrible writing this.