...No, relaxing will not get me pregnant...lucky CBFM girls!

[SLH]

Of course AllMacsNow! I think I remember you from the old thread.
I belonged to two other threads and all of the members became pregnant. I don't know who I'm going to talk to once everyone here gets pregnant lol. I guess there will always be women who are in the same boat and need support. It's unfortunate, but that's science for you.

On another note, I have a vent! I watch a lot of TV. I'm a huge couch potato. I was raised by my TV lol. Anyway, for the past few months now I see this one commercial over and over again. I see it about 5 times a day and it's starting to make me sad It's advertising an adoption agency and there's a girl sitting on the floor with what looks like an FRER in her hand. She's all sad with her hands over her face and the guy in the commercial is like "when life throws you unexpected turns, call the cradle". He doesn't say it exactly like that, but seeing the commercial makes me all sad.

 

[SLH]

Does anyone care to see my positive pregnancy test? The line is faint because it's a dollar store test. I'm not sure if it will get darker or not, but I'm going to do another one tomorrow.

https://img210.imageshack.us/img210/4889/peetest.jpg

 

[TryinFor1]

Is that from your trigger shot?

 

[SLH]

Yes, and it looks pinker in person lol. I have FRER's but I don't want to waste them.

 

[TryinFor1]

Well TECHNICALLY it is our first positive test on the thread. Lol. Even if it is from a trigger shot. LOL!

 

[SLH]

Lol, that's what I was thinking. It's exciting to see positive tests even if they're not real lol. Hopefully, we will see a real one in 2 days and 17 hours!!!

 

[TryinFor1]

I hope I dont disappoint!!

 

[AllMacsNow]

LOL, SLH, I was like DANG... I join the thread and there's already a + in here?



Thanks for being welcoming, ladies, and to you all...

I'm worn down. It'll be nice to know some people in the same boat again.

 

[GdaneMom4now]

Were all here for you macs I, for one, s am so ecstatic to see you! We can be worn down together

I came home from work today sick. I think I'm done taking metformin. I can't miss work because of how its making me feel. It doesn't really seem like its doing anything anyways besides making me sick. I came home at noon and have slept for four hours straight. I feel like I could sleep more!

Slh I definitely see the line and love it!

Tryin: congrats on finishing your tests!

 

[GdaneMom4now]

Lets hear your story macs like all ours on the first pages!

 

[AllMacsNow]

Ok, here's me in a nutshell, I guess:
https://2.bp.blogspot.com/-i33ppNBSoVM/TYzUQTq2AtI/AAAAAAAAAWQ/PpwQeDxKRsc/s1600/nutshell.jpg
Me: 31 The Hubs: 43

I have one DS from a previous relationship, he's 11.

Met The Hubs online in 2005, started 'dating' in '08, moved to be with him and got engaged in '09.

We got married in July this year, but have been officially trying since May. That's technically 7 months, but 8 full cycles already. I know it doesn't seem like long, but feels like an eternity.

Anyways, I worked with kids who have special needs for 8 years before I met The Hubs, but for right now am a stay-at-home mom/wife, and trying to start up a business helping special needs families from home.

I'm terrified something's wrong, but have no diagnoses (for either of us) *yet*. Trying to work up the courage to get The Hubs to do a SA.

 

[TryinFor1]

My DH wont do an SA either. And your picture isnt working.

 

[AllMacsNow]

Is it working now? It looks fixed from my end, but if it's still not showing on yours, I'll take it down, thanks

My Hubs knows he needs to do an SA, and is afraid he's the problem, because of his age... but he's only willing to talk about it *some* of the time, I guess when he can work himself up to it, if that's what makes sense... and usually that's at 1:00 in the morning, when we're laying in bed for the night, and I'm beat, but it's been on his mind all day, lol. Those conversations don't usually go real far.

 

[TryinFor1]

It works now! I have mentioned it to DH and he got pretty pissed I was even thinking about it. Lol. He thinks that because we are young it will happen. WELL, it cant happen if there are no healthy sperm!

 

[TryinFor1]

I am having some cramping in both side of my ovaries and my uterus and a slight backache. PRAYING PRAYING PRAYING it is implantation and not the start of PMS. Say a prayer for me ladies!

 

[GdaneMom4now]

Sounds promising! Fx'd for you!

Macs: I had to talk my husband into it. My biggest argument was I was getting poked and prodded the least he could do was splooge in a cup. If you hadn't gotten poked and prodded tell him he can save you that pain if he would just get his rocks off on a cup. If worse comes to worst you could always go down on him catch it in s cup and run away sorry if that was too graphic lol

 

[TryinFor1]

I have thought about buying an at home kit, whacking him off (since I dont do BJs) and running into the bathroom till I get the results. Lol!

 

[GdaneMom4now]

Do it please! Omg I would die!

 

[TryinFor1]

LOL!

Man, I am really achy. I am so scared this is PMS. I am really irritable too.. but maybe that is because I am sick and DH doesnt care if we go out of town or not.

OMFG. I am so pissed. Last night, when I was sick as shit and not feeling well, I made up our christmas tree to surprise him and he comes home and says "It looks nice, but this and this and this and this need to be changed." and then got mad at me when I said he hurt my feelings and told me to "shut the fuck up before I fucking beat you." and was being 100% serious. I laughed at him because him beating me? Yeah right and that just made him more mad. THEN, he stayed at work till 8 yesterday and 7:20 today when he is supposed to get off at 5:30. THEN this morning, he said we should celebrate since I am done with school. He said well, "it is taco bell tuesday. I was going to say somewhere else we could go but we dont have any money." He KNOWS I love to go out to eat. He liked dangled that in my face and then said well, we cant and then didnt understand why I said he shouldnt have said anything at all. He gets paid in two days. We have PLENTY of money to go eat. We dont freaking live paycheck to paycheck like he for some reason thinks we do. But we dont have 20 dollars to go to bww EVEN though it is bone in tuesdays. He has been really fucking mean to me lately. I dont know if it is because of his job or what but he needs to cut that shit out RIGHT NOW.

Sorry for the rant..

EDIT: One more thing, I have been begging him to make sure that his boss approved his time off for us to go out of town and has he done it? NO. I have to make reservations for our dog to stay at her pet resort (they get ice cream there, lol), and reschedule an appointment to check my thyroid levels to make sure my hyperthyroidism hasnt come back. I have begged him for a week to do it and he like wont. He obviously doesnt give two shits about going out of town with me.

 

[SLH]

In July I asked my husband to get a test done and he said he wanted to wait until October and it just so happened that's when we started seeing the fertility specialist. I think I bought our at home sperm kit at the end of September. I would buy an at home kit if your husband doesn't want to do it. It might be a bit hard getting a sample from him though lol.