Those pictures are adorable Gdane!
I wasnt going to get on BnB today but then i started feeling bad because I told you guys I would update. I got a
on a frer today.
I am quite sad and wanted to stay away from BnB but it wouldnt be fair to keep you guys hanging. Lol.
I am PRAYING it is still early (though I dont think it is) and that I will somehow still be pregnant. I will test again if AF doesnt show by Sunday, since she is due tomorrow. I am 3 days past when I think implantation would have occured, I was cramping horribly and it stopped by 9dpo (that was 8dpo), so I assume it would have showed on a test by now. Regardless, I wont lose out hope quite yet since she still isnt here.
In the meantime, I kinda did a little white lie and called my OBGYN and told them I started my cycle today. I wanted to make sure that they would be willing to call it in again. It should start tomorrow so IDK. They told me to take it cd3-7 but I am debating it taking it another day. Lol. IDK. We will see how I feel, if I feel like defying what they tell me to do. Lol.
What makes it really bad is that I had a REAL ASS DREAM last night that I was pregnant. I took a test, it had two lines. I took like 5 more and a digi, all had lines and the digi said pregnant. I remember everything about the dream and when I woke up and realized it wasnt real, I was really sad. Lol. The only crappy thing about the dream is that DH decided to leave me when I told him.
It was weird! But so nice peeing on frers and digis and seeing a positive.
SLH: Sorry to hear you have to take the progesterone and that it was so expensive. That blows! I wouldnt shove anything up my butt either though. Lol. Nothing goes up there!! I hope that you are the first to get a positive on our thread!! Someone needs to already!
Gdane: Your kitty is adorable and I love the pictures, as I already said. They are so freaking cute together! Lol. And the kitty looks like he adores you already. And I am really sorry that you are in pain. I only passed a cyst once and it hurt so damn bad that it put me in the hospital. Lol. I walked in freaking out and couldnt find my drivers license and I was bawling and clutching my side. I was scared that I had an ectopic pregnancy and that my tube had burst. My OBGYN said that since DH and I were doing it when it released, that his weewee just knocked it right off my ovary. Lol. It was the worst pain I have ever felt.
AllMacs: I am sorry that af is on her way. Mine should be too. I know it sucks but we can be cycle buddies and tww buddies and stuff. When do you ovulate? how long is your lp? And I just tell DH that I started. He doesnt give a shit which makes me more sad. He just gets pissed off that we cant have sex for a few days. No "sorry babe, it will happen when it does." Just "FUCKING GREAT."
I would just go to the bathroom, give OH a look when you get out, and I am sure he will know whats up. That way, neither of you have to actually say the words.
Everyone else,
How are yall?