wish2bmama
Mom to 2 boys
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Hi all,
I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this or not. DH and I did IVF last may and got pregnant with twins. Well, at the 12 week scan, we found out that one of the babies had no hb. They told us that my body would just mc the entire pg and to expect the worst for the living twin. But by some miracle my body held onto everything.
Sadly, this meant that I had to carry our lost angel the entire pregnancy. It really hurt to know I was carrying a baby I could never hold and would never play with his/her brother. I know s/he got to spend just a little more time with Liam, but the burth was a bitter sweet moment for us. We had to say goodbye. The hospital let me wrap Finley in a blanket I had made.
I feel horrible sometimes. I think oh.. Finley should be two months old now too.. and just miss my lost angel so much. The angel I bonded with but could never have. Don't get me wrong.. I am over the moon to have Liam. I just feel he was robbed of a sibling. The pain is still very strong.
Thanks for letting me talk ladies
I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this or not. DH and I did IVF last may and got pregnant with twins. Well, at the 12 week scan, we found out that one of the babies had no hb. They told us that my body would just mc the entire pg and to expect the worst for the living twin. But by some miracle my body held onto everything.
Sadly, this meant that I had to carry our lost angel the entire pregnancy. It really hurt to know I was carrying a baby I could never hold and would never play with his/her brother. I know s/he got to spend just a little more time with Liam, but the burth was a bitter sweet moment for us. We had to say goodbye. The hospital let me wrap Finley in a blanket I had made.
I feel horrible sometimes. I think oh.. Finley should be two months old now too.. and just miss my lost angel so much. The angel I bonded with but could never have. Don't get me wrong.. I am over the moon to have Liam. I just feel he was robbed of a sibling. The pain is still very strong.
Thanks for letting me talk ladies