November Rainbow Babies

[Krippy]

Melfy...I am sorry for your heartbreaking loss!

 

[tuckie27]

Melfy, so sorry We're all here for you. I know with my last lost I found solace on here because unlike a lot of people in my personal life, the women here actually do know how it feels and it's just plain awful, but at least here you know you're not alone.

 

[Alandsa]

Oh I am so sorry Melfy I hope you are able to find some time to look after yourself during all of this

 

[BabyDust20]

So sorry for your loss melfy take care of yourself, thinking about you xx

 

[GmansMom]

Oh, Melfy, I am so sorry for your loss.

 

[DancingSheba]

melfy i am sorry for your loss i know that nothing anyone says will make it any better. i have been there twice. We are all here for you if you need us. I have my first appointment tomorrow and I am incredibly nervous I don't think i will be able to sleep tonight.

 

[B&LsMom]

melfy--so sorry hun

 

[kleinfor3]

Congrats Krippy! Welcome!

Klein, wow! growth spurt yeah! That's wonderful. Maybe a girl's in there ; ) I can't wait to find out the hb next ultrasound. I hope to God your prog shows up nicely. What is "RE"? sorry if I'm so silly!
Boy was I lazy this afternoon. Took an hour and half nap while DD watched TV : O Now she wants to go for a walk, and I had to turn her down. Possibly later...

Thanks so much, not silly at all...it's just a Reproductive Endocrinologist or Fertility Specialist lol sorry for the confusion sometime I put FS too, same doc. I took a nap today too and it felt good.

Well i have bad news. After seeing his little heart beating, I lost my little bean today WHY??? I had accepted the fact I was gonna lose him last weeks, but with the little heart, I had hope, but now it's gone. It's not fair

That is so awful you have every reason to ask why. Your right, it's not fair at all. I am so sorry your having to go thru this again. I know it's not very comforting but just so you know your not alone, I know I have had 2 mc's and there are several others on here that have as well. short story-When my son was just 5 years old I had my first mc. I was beside myself. He knew I was pregnant and I had to explain that the baby had died. He simply said, well at least we will get to play when together when we get to heaven and the baby has alot of people to take care of it up there mom, he continued to name off people we knew who had passed. Coming from a 5 yr old I was humbled. I know it's not your forever baby this time, but I hope you will grieve and then find peace with this pregnancy. I'm sure your forever baby is coming up soon. Feel free to PM me or talk with anyone here if you need to. Again, soso sorry your having to go thru this

melfy i am sorry for your loss i know that nothing anyone says will make it any better. i have been there twice. We are all here for you if you need us. I have my first appointment tomorrow and I am incredibly nervous I don't think i will be able to sleep tonight.

I am wishing you a nice nights rest. I hope that your appt will go nicely tomorrow. Good luck!

MS & Progesterone Update-
I was on the phone with my SIL this morning and a BIG spurt of MS hit all at once. I was in the fridge thinking I may be getting nauseated and then I was dry heaving...literally hung up on her and SHOUTED out loud "NO, I AM NOT GOING TO BE PUKE, I AM NOT, I REFUSE!!!!" I grabbed the milk and quickly poured my usual bowl of cereal (peanut butter capt'n crunch ) it worked instantly. Thank goodness. That was the CLOSEST call that I have had to actually throwing up with all of my pregnancies. I hope it doesn't become a constant thing

Progesterone level went from 18 last week up to a 65.2 this week YAY!!!

 

[sharonfruit]

Melfy, I am so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine how you are feeling

 

[Dahlia2007]

Klein!

Let us know how your appointment went Dancing Sheba!

 

[DancingSheba]

i had this dream last night that i had my own portable transvaginal ultrasound machine at my house and i kept using it to check the baby and everything was ok with heartbeat. so i am hoping that is a good sign. appt at 2 oclock. will update later! (i wish i really did have my own ultrasound machine lol)

 

[Krippy]

GL Sheba! Let me know how it goes...I have mine on April 23rd and I just can not wait!

 

[hopestruck]

Well i have bad news. After seeing his little heart beating, I lost my little bean today WHY??? I had accepted the fact I was gonna lose him last weeks, but with the little heart, I had hope, but now it's gone. It's not fair

Im so sorry to hear this sweetie. That is truly upsetting and I hope you have lots of people around you to give you love, hugs, and support. Take some time to grieve or do whatever you need to do to cope. I recommend Ben & Jerry's and a big cuddle with your OH.

I know it doesn't mean much to hear it now, but you *will* get your rainbow baby. My (pessimistic) doc said yesterday that that's the good news with all of this, if you can get pregnant, you will have a baby eventually. Might just take a little longer. And as my OH said to me after our first loss: "It takes a while to make the good ones."

Xoxox

 

[DancingSheba]

My appt went well! I saw baby and heartbeat measuring 165 bpm! I cried when I saw it I never got to see it with the first two. Doc says I'm measuring 7 weeks 6 days so I am ahead. Got to see little arm and leg buds and it was awesome. Doc wants to see me again in two weeks. I posted a pic but its kinda blurry sorry.

 

[pinksmarties]

Ds - that just so fantastic, I'm tearing up (bit emotional today) what a lovely pic. Can't wait to see the same next week at my scan. Like you I never got to see anything with mine either. Great news so happy for you.

 

[BabyDust20]

I'm getting a bit worried, everyone seems to be measured spot on for dates or ahead! But a week and a half behind I know I saw a HB but I can't help but worry xx

 

[Dahlia2007]

great scan pic ds!

babydust... I am 100% sure of when I ovulated, as I was taking OPKs and temping. ARe you 100% of your O date? And... did you BD throughout your fertile week, because if you O'd later, then that's why you still caught the egg. I know it's hard not to worry, but i hope next scan goes smoothly so you can stop worrying.

 

[BabyDust20]

Dahlia- no I don't know for sure when I ovulated.. I thought at first it was the 17th or 18th of feb just going off OV pains.. But it couldn't have been.. I know I should stop worrying as I know plenty of people measure smaller and have healthy pregnancies. Is it possible to get a positive hpt just days after implantation? I got my BFP on the 6th of march and according to my scan I am 6+4 and I'm sure that I was way to early to get a positive then?? :s my next scan won't be til the first week of may I have my first midwife appt on Thursday? We only get 2 scans in the uk.. Do you think if I tell her I have conceived straight after my mc and I'm unsure of dates she will send me for an early one? X

 

[Krippy]

Beautiful scan Sheba! I am also in tears looking at it! Oh the joys of pregnancy and hormones!

Babydust...take a deep breath and try not to stress. That is the only and the best thing that you can do for your LO! GL with your midwife appt and don't forget to voice all of your concerns! Thinking of you!

 

[Dahlia2007]

Well, you know the date of your loss, and since you did conceive straight after I'm not sure it will matter if you tell her your dates are off, b/c she might still go off your the date of your loss. They might send you for an early one. What if you tell her tha baby was measuring small for your dates, so you don't think the dates are right?