Totally feel your pain hun.. I lost so much weight before we got married and then fell pregnant on honeymoon with Ashton. Only put on about 2 stone with him while preg but never managed to lose it after he came out even though I breastfed, exercised, ate well etc.. so now, even though I have only put on a stone I am still like 3 stone heavier than I was when we got married in 2008
I HATE fat with the passion.. I am going to a dietician and personal trainer after this baby is born and have told my hubby i am not having more kids until I lose weight.. It just hurts the self esteem too much to get fat.. And like even though he says it doesnt matter to him etc etc, still feel so horrible and want to be like his hot wife you know.. Sounds lame but anyway