Ladies, I just got the most crazy news, I don't even know how to feel. My cousin, whom I am extremely close to, she's really more like a sister to me, just called me today to tell me she's pregnant. It was unplanned, and she was breast feeding her son who is only 11 months old, so she didn't think it could happen. She has no idea when she is due, but her Beta is over 50K, so the doc said she could be anywhere between 6-14weeks! She thinks shes about 7-8 weeks though. She goes in for an ultrasound next week to find out for sure. Either way, our due dates will be incredibly close.
On one hand, this is amazing. We can be pregnant together and have little ones the exact same age.
On the other hand, I went through so much to get to this point. 1.5 years of trying, PCOS, not ovulating, fertility meds, IUIs, an ectopic pregnancy. And... This is horrible, but I kind of feel like she is stealing my thunder. I know this is awful to say. Plus, after my last loss, I'm still not completely confident about this pregnancy. If this weren't to work for me, I just don't know how I could cope watching her and her little one. This all sounds terrible, doesn't it? Really this could be a huge blessing.