Feeling pretty low tonight. I met a friend in town and done tonnes of walking around the stanely park sea wall, had both kids in tow and it was exhausting. Euan was a monster this evening and I didnt cope with it well. I just dont know what to do with his behavior sometimes he is awful. He gets very angry and violent. I struggled to get him upstairs into his room, he went to bed with no dinner. I spent the next couple of hours having contractions which have gone now. I sometimes get scared thinking that I am such a crap mum to him what am I doing having a 3rd. I know that Livi is entirely different. Euan is just a challenge. I worry that something is wrong with him.
I want some kittens. I saw the cutest dog today. a miniature labradoodle...livi was very taken with it.